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hahaha. sweet its my 50th post. happy golden anniversarry bloggie. i wanna put stuff in this boring old fella. hmm, i think i wanna put pictures but i dont have a camera. which i totally need one right now. im getting bored with some of my old pictures. and on top that. i wanna a good camera. like like, an SLR. damn. hahaha. i really wanna 'syok-sendiri' right now. moving onto sports. ever since i got like this ankle injury. it never healed. but i don't care. i still wanna play. cuz it's so my passion now. no more basketball bernard. its all football. and oh yeah FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. im so lucky im form 4 next year. can glue myself onto the chair or bed. with a bag of tachos and some booze. ahh, booze. how can we not live without it ? next, i really really really really i mean really want a shoe. to play football right now. a normal shoe not boots. haha. to play on the road with J. stupid all my old shoes tore and the rubber ran away. like literally. haih. im so asking too much. better get good results man for PMR. anyone can tutor me ? i totally suck in studies. alli ever do is copy. but seriously i never copy english. hahaha. thats a start. i guess. many many other subjects like history. my god history. i hate history. i suck in history. i think history was made to kill people like me. unless im the only one. and then great there's geo. i didnt know malaysia has so many places. with names. what the hell. i hate those two. but i love maths and science eventhough i suck in maths. thanks to abraham math is all i ever do now. sides that, i never actually did well in my studies. next year i gotta study really hard. though theres WORLD CUP. damn.i kinda just realise all the people i wasnt close with. became close with me. and those who are went futher. that is so dejavu. hahaha. oh well, when its all said and done. i think its fun-er this way. cuz i practically dont care bout nothing no more. hahaha. things that relief me from thinking you know ? hahaha. oh well, list list list. thats all i got. when am i ever satisfied with what i have ?

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