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hello bloggers.


Yesterday was so awesome man. I was so effing happy i got back hold of something. And when finish school i went to the car to put my bags and wood work too. I was staying back for football training. Suddenly when i reach the car, my mummy gave a a big surprise. At first i thought my brother came back again but it's consider good enough that they bought new football boots for me! Damn Predator XD. I love Mummay and Dadday. Then going to Labuan Football Premier! HOLY CRAP i love JULY. Awesomeness.


Today hmm today. HAHAHA. I live by today. I love today. I miss today. God i miss this day.
Besides that, i made my bm teacher pissed again cause' i was talking in class. Who doesnt' ? :p
Sometimes, when i look back and say " Great ! it's one of those days. " With this face -.- Like literally my eyes become " - " <--- . Holy crap i love this day so much oh ! Saturday gonna buy BOOTS again and baju hopefully. I'll be in Warisan ya'll.

LABUAN FOOTBALL PREMIER.
This year got chance this. Can win. I wanna go PAHANG ! Buahahaha XD

Aight people. wont be here next thurday. XD wish me luck :DD

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hello again readers.

Well,nothing really much happen today. My usual Sundays. But i didn't go to sunday class today. Sorry Pat. But i went to Likas Servay though. Bought like... stuffs. Hmm, looking forward for 4th-3rd placing Fifa Confederations Cup 09 Spain v.s South Africa and Final Brazil v.s USA.
Damn eh. I so much wanted Spain to go to the Finals. Lucky USA. HMPH! And Daryl found this awesome dude. He sings covers of other songs. Don't know how he manage. But the dude's voice nice. I want awesome voice :( here's the dude's link. His name is... Ctrlaltrock ? Haha.
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=E9FEC01FE8E3489B

Had a long chat wtih Lucynda again. And hey hey ! Congrats to someone.

When i have dates with my ex's i dont usually play the guitar or piano or any other instruments because well, i dont know how to play any instruments. So the only way to express my love in music is to find songs. Well that's what i do. Francis got me to do this. I love pop/rock and power/pop. Anyway, so i suddenly found this playlist which is my current blog song. It was meant for Lucynda. I seriously had a really hard time finding that song. I sing that song everytime I'm away from her. I guess anyone who likes that song can sing la. Now it's just a song :/ but that's okay.

My ankle hurts suddenly again. My stiches seems okay but inside is in pain. I scared it's gonna tear this. That's not possible right ? shit.

Okay i guess i gotta go now. Damn NOVEMBER is getting so close :'(
Im more scared of that month than PMR month. Hmm :'(

Aights ya'll Cheerios :D

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Welcome back !

YOU KNOW...

i have feelings you know ? Dude, i seriously do not care about you talking behind my back. And Dudette i don't mind you not telling me anything anymore. But still I'm no robot. If you liked me before, if you like me now. I'll tell you honestly. i'm gonna end it anyway. Maybe it's me or can you feel this,it's killing me just to know
I'm telling you now just be straight with me,And don't say i told you so.It's so disappointing. I hope you won't hate other people just cause they helped me.So don't come back and pretend to tell me with those nights you had with your made up stories. For God's sake, this life doesn't end here. Don't be over dramatic. Yes you can go find your soulmate. Yes you can find love. So be proud of it. Why be afraid of people knowing ? Why be afraid of people get hurt ? The worst that could happen is you have to explain that's it. Risk it. That's life. Just tell me if i'm wrong or right. Don't lie because i know that's what everyone does. C'mon tell me what you really want to say ? A sign. Tell the truth just what you really mean.I pity those who have helped me. Thats the reason why i hate people helping me. i'm sorry.

Tribute to my family :
Jeremiah ! Thanks for your hospitallity. The waters good ! Your the bestfriend anyone would want to have dude.
Cheryle ! Share again la our life. Haha. Awesome to talk too. You guys are the best neighbours.
Lucynda ! Bitch your great.

Anyway, I didn't bring any books to school today. I left my bag in J's place. I called J. Turns out he went out ealier. So i went to school survive. The wrath of '' The Malina". Teacher, i'm acting nice to you. I'm sorry but i don't feel bad. I know you are too. I actually was looking forward for school. Because im going to the beach to meet Lucynda. Her most favourite place on earth. So we met and talk for a long time. Like old times. Bought Rm9 of fruits. Man i love mango. Seriously, who doesn't ?

So anyway, the song in my profile totally suits me when i broke up with Cecilia. Because she left me a note instead of telling me in person. I guess she was really shy. Ever since this 4th broke up, i learnt a lot. And since last year's stay in KL. I learnt a lot too. Damn, living life the fullest aint easy. Damn, I'm so hungry. Recently i kept on eating a lot. But i cant grow. Stupid body. I wanna be buff and tall. Well that dream's over.

I might go to Labuan for football. If i maintain going training. But it's kinda hard because i have PMR this year. But i love football. How this ? Hmm. Nah,forget about it.

Urmumsuckmydick. What the fuck is wrong with you ? You like my brother is it ? Effing gay right ? If you wanna reply. Meet me in La Salle Junoir Campus. 1.15pm. Monday. 29.06.09. Outside. I'll be waiting also that. I ain't afraid of ya. Whoever you are. Don't be shy. Just come. You insult my brother. Big mistake. You insult me i can understand. You insult my brother and your mention my dad. Your good as dead. Meet me;don't be such a pussy.

Great, Go:Audio your my current favourite band.

Members :

James Matthews
Josh Wilkinson
Zack Wilkinson
Andy Booth

Genre : Poprock

Man they are awesome. Hmm, nothing much now to do at home. Tomorrow suppose to join a competition but i don't have a team plus im lazy. I just wanna tell all those who don't seem to like talking to me or just practically don't wanna talk to me. Well, sorry and byebye.

Worst thing that could happen for now is your not telling me anything at all :|

( you know who you are )

Aights. Cheerios people. Umm. Take care.

Current addiction : Go:Audio - She left me.

News : I change my font oh. Haha :)

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hmm, hello again :]
nothing really happen today besides the fact i nearly STARVE TO DEATH! Dad and Francis lazy to cook. Mum went to Labuan also with my nephews and uncles and aunties and cousin and more aunties and uncles. But i manage to play futsal today with my neighbour's friends. Played like a umm sloth. not the usual way i play cause' i was super hungraayyy~ But i sms a lot today and msn too. In the end we went to eat Bak Kut Teh la. I merajuk punch the wall (trip trip la minta kesian and attention. HEY im the youngest son its a ability). Ate 4 bowls of rice. Yum yum. I sms with Jane,Aleyh,Austin,Lil' Dino, and msn with My lilsister Nadira :]

NADIRA

Spent a lot of time talking to her. I appreciate everytime talking to you cause we're really like bro and sis. I let everything out. Hope you understand la. And i hope you did too. Take care lil sis :]

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i think Nad, your the only one would understand the following POEM. hahaha !

everytime i sleep i see your smile,
akward as it may seem,
your long gone fashion and style,
your in my every dream.

tomorrow is another day,
when the night we spend,
i'll wait and pray,
as our forever meets no end :]
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Hahaha :]
and and Nadira, a lil flash back la kan.
who spit on the glass ?! with water ?!


okay respect la to kris allen fans :]
his KINDA okay i like " No Bounderies " :p

aight cheerios :]]