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hello again readers.

Well,nothing really much happen today. My usual Sundays. But i didn't go to sunday class today. Sorry Pat. But i went to Likas Servay though. Bought like... stuffs. Hmm, looking forward for 4th-3rd placing Fifa Confederations Cup 09 Spain v.s South Africa and Final Brazil v.s USA.
Damn eh. I so much wanted Spain to go to the Finals. Lucky USA. HMPH! And Daryl found this awesome dude. He sings covers of other songs. Don't know how he manage. But the dude's voice nice. I want awesome voice :( here's the dude's link. His name is... Ctrlaltrock ? Haha.
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=E9FEC01FE8E3489B

Had a long chat wtih Lucynda again. And hey hey ! Congrats to someone.

When i have dates with my ex's i dont usually play the guitar or piano or any other instruments because well, i dont know how to play any instruments. So the only way to express my love in music is to find songs. Well that's what i do. Francis got me to do this. I love pop/rock and power/pop. Anyway, so i suddenly found this playlist which is my current blog song. It was meant for Lucynda. I seriously had a really hard time finding that song. I sing that song everytime I'm away from her. I guess anyone who likes that song can sing la. Now it's just a song :/ but that's okay.

My ankle hurts suddenly again. My stiches seems okay but inside is in pain. I scared it's gonna tear this. That's not possible right ? shit.

Okay i guess i gotta go now. Damn NOVEMBER is getting so close :'(
Im more scared of that month than PMR month. Hmm :'(

Aights ya'll Cheerios :D

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Welcome back !

YOU KNOW...

i have feelings you know ? Dude, i seriously do not care about you talking behind my back. And Dudette i don't mind you not telling me anything anymore. But still I'm no robot. If you liked me before, if you like me now. I'll tell you honestly. i'm gonna end it anyway. Maybe it's me or can you feel this,it's killing me just to know
I'm telling you now just be straight with me,And don't say i told you so.It's so disappointing. I hope you won't hate other people just cause they helped me.So don't come back and pretend to tell me with those nights you had with your made up stories. For God's sake, this life doesn't end here. Don't be over dramatic. Yes you can go find your soulmate. Yes you can find love. So be proud of it. Why be afraid of people knowing ? Why be afraid of people get hurt ? The worst that could happen is you have to explain that's it. Risk it. That's life. Just tell me if i'm wrong or right. Don't lie because i know that's what everyone does. C'mon tell me what you really want to say ? A sign. Tell the truth just what you really mean.I pity those who have helped me. Thats the reason why i hate people helping me. i'm sorry.

Tribute to my family :
Jeremiah ! Thanks for your hospitallity. The waters good ! Your the bestfriend anyone would want to have dude.
Cheryle ! Share again la our life. Haha. Awesome to talk too. You guys are the best neighbours.
Lucynda ! Bitch your great.

Anyway, I didn't bring any books to school today. I left my bag in J's place. I called J. Turns out he went out ealier. So i went to school survive. The wrath of '' The Malina". Teacher, i'm acting nice to you. I'm sorry but i don't feel bad. I know you are too. I actually was looking forward for school. Because im going to the beach to meet Lucynda. Her most favourite place on earth. So we met and talk for a long time. Like old times. Bought Rm9 of fruits. Man i love mango. Seriously, who doesn't ?

So anyway, the song in my profile totally suits me when i broke up with Cecilia. Because she left me a note instead of telling me in person. I guess she was really shy. Ever since this 4th broke up, i learnt a lot. And since last year's stay in KL. I learnt a lot too. Damn, living life the fullest aint easy. Damn, I'm so hungry. Recently i kept on eating a lot. But i cant grow. Stupid body. I wanna be buff and tall. Well that dream's over.

I might go to Labuan for football. If i maintain going training. But it's kinda hard because i have PMR this year. But i love football. How this ? Hmm. Nah,forget about it.

Urmumsuckmydick. What the fuck is wrong with you ? You like my brother is it ? Effing gay right ? If you wanna reply. Meet me in La Salle Junoir Campus. 1.15pm. Monday. 29.06.09. Outside. I'll be waiting also that. I ain't afraid of ya. Whoever you are. Don't be shy. Just come. You insult my brother. Big mistake. You insult me i can understand. You insult my brother and your mention my dad. Your good as dead. Meet me;don't be such a pussy.

Great, Go:Audio your my current favourite band.

Members :

James Matthews
Josh Wilkinson
Zack Wilkinson
Andy Booth

Genre : Poprock

Man they are awesome. Hmm, nothing much now to do at home. Tomorrow suppose to join a competition but i don't have a team plus im lazy. I just wanna tell all those who don't seem to like talking to me or just practically don't wanna talk to me. Well, sorry and byebye.

Worst thing that could happen for now is your not telling me anything at all :|

( you know who you are )

Aights. Cheerios people. Umm. Take care.

Current addiction : Go:Audio - She left me.

News : I change my font oh. Haha :)

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band : ????
title : ????

I'm, staying in tonight
Watching T.V by myself
'Cause yesterday my girlfriend wrecked my life
I don't want to explain
There's nothing I can say to you
All I got is this one note she left me

It says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me

She's, enrolled in the marines
I try to see her most weekends
But in all honesty she's never allowed leave

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
The reason's I don't have a clue
This could easily happen to you
And then you'll know just what it's like

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway

And I could say
She did a bungee jump, rope snapped
She passed away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway


I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me

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people people XD

Once again. I hate my English Teacher. Oh did i mention i hate my English Teacher ? I hate my English Teacher. Whose my English Teacher ? MALINA. Main bida her muka. Trip again.

Anyways...
I so so love drama. Man so many things are happening in life. Like totally eh. People who loves people who loves the people that loves people from the last time people whoom loves all the people. No sense right ? But so true. If can make like a sainstific food chain can that. Sekunder and shit.
But i'm gonna masuk campur. Forget about love. A sign of genuine faith is faith that needs no sign. I live by one rule and one rule that cant be broken. OBEY GOD. Though many things i have done wrong but never stop trusting that Dude. So yeah. Love him. Cause when it comes down right to the very vary end... The person you so called love... doenst seems to love you.


Like this song...

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

or like this song...

dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you've had with your made up stories
I was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but I could see you meant it

But seriously the song nice la. Haha. :D
My troat hurts D:

Take this as a lesson. You know who you are. Nothing matters most other than family la.
PMR near and im freaking out. Holy Shit. Gotta prove my parents. SOMEONE TEACH EH. I suck in math,history,geo. Damn.

Aights not-so-cheerios. XD

"the saddest thing for me
was I trusted you yeah
endlessly so now
the innocence you played
just go save it for the other guy i seen. "

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heyo~

okay in school today nothing happen. But my side of the table group made the most noise the usual. We went to library early early after assembly. Izzal,Mamat,Darryl and I were playing behind the shelves till the kerani saw us play and thought Izzal threw a book. I laugh and then look serious to cover cover. The teacher called me and ask me if Izzal threw the book. I said no la. Then she's like. " lain kali jan buat lae. " We were like... Like thats gonna stop us. So went back to class. Talk a lot of Soccermanager. Oh ya ! It's Jordan's birthday today ! I wet him with water and kena the paper paper yang tape on the wall. Tomorrow confirm kena tiao by class teacher. Ever happen bha that's why. So i'm ready la. HAHA.

LOVE LIFE. >.<

Oh fuck that. I don't really care anymore. One second you'll be telling the what "SPECIAL SOMEONE " what you feel and get the same response i'll be like YAY. But later EVERYTHING GETS SCREWED UP. So fuck it. Love is such a beautiful thing. Everyone deserves a special someone. And sometimes that special someone is really right under your nose. Not literally. But get the point. The best way to let someone love you is to show the real you. What you have inside. Not trying to impress the dude or dudette. Asking advise is okay but when it comes down right to the very end... you'll realize it's no use and things has to be done by yourself. Your own words,your own thoughts. No dilemma dilemma. You cant love two person or three people at the same time. Well, you gotta choose la. Risk always has to be taken. Risk is followed right behind you. It's everywhere and it's at everything you do. No matter how simple or not. You can't buy love and you can't win love. That's what makes it so beautiful to me. Oh well, fuck that.
But seriously, i realize everyone is loving the same people ? what a small world.

TAIKO JOEY.

Saturday la wui. Don't forget. We jump jump run run take pictures. HAHA. Remember!You are my bitch and im your... bitch too :b

GAHHHH SPAIN~

If there are any other country better the Spain, I'd cry now and die. No la. Sehh~ God i love football. HAHA. PSYCHO >< Yes, Spain is my fav country for football. They got good quality players bha. And both my fav player are in it too! :p




This is a old picture la. not the updated Spanish Squad. Dont have lots of players and a lot yang change numbers.

DAVID VILLA my idola. I love the way he plays and his current hair nice and Fabregas. HAHA.
TORRES my fav player. Skillful and one in a million sort of player. I wish i could play good :{
Also old pic.


OH WELL -.- CHEERIOS!

current mood : hapay.
current fav song : AAR - straightjacket feeling. REMINDS ME LOT OF STUFF ni. fcuk.
current hair : SHORT hahaha. cut shorter bha. Wanna trip David Villa's new hair.

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well hello,

YESTERDAY YESTERDAY.




My brothers and i wanted to watch a late night movie bha. And we wanted to watch a comedy or action movie. So we went to Cathay,1b and Gsc. All don't have. Got movie la but the melayu melayu punya. We don't watch those. So in GSC, we HAD to choose this movie. COMING SOON. The story is effing scary. Like i think it's the moment that makes it scarier. The movie is about a person that watch the movie in the cinema and is haunted by that ^ women. Watch it la. Spoiler later. So anyway there was a scene they were in the cinema. And we were alone. NO ONE WAS THERE. Only four of us. + Kenneth's friend. Oh there were some cina-bengs sitting donwstairs. Whatever la. FREAKAY~ After the movie. Our car pancit. Kenneth change it. And notice most of the cars are also pancit. Trus he know people yang buat. Me and Francis like COMING SOON is happening. Still kinda freak out. If i find out who did it kan... i tell the police :p

YESTERDAY.

Hmm went to 1B for a competition la. Izzal,Mamat and I weren't expecting to win at least the first round also bha. Suddenly win. HAHA. We were the noisest over there. Until kena sound.

Bitch : We can hear you from thaaaaaaaat side you know ?!
Izzal : Ah ?! btul bha ?
Bernard : Oh okay. Sorry.
Mamat : Oh bha.

So we totally shut her up. Then at night. Had a 10 minutes call with Bubbles. First time got Bubbles yang sad. So cheered her up but no use -.-||. Then i heard News. Bring it on. HAHA. I'm not afraid. I had reason to do so. I aint no playa. You are. Not you. But you. Pandai pandai la. No la. I'm not gonna continue this shit. Cause wrting it here is so childish. When you wanna meet ? set lo.

and TODAY.

HAPPY DADDAY DAY ! All about dad la today. Will go out soon i think. So maybe won't be online-ing. Hmm, still hungry eh. Da-yemm~ Everybody so jiwang.

current song : jasey rae - all time low

AIGHTS ya'll cheerios >:p

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heyo~
so today in school got nothing really happen. I know i sakit hati la. My english get 79. -.-|| Like c'mon Teach, seriously 6.5 ?! What the hell is that ? Who gives 6.5 to a student ? Like totally somethings wrong with you. YES your MALINA. Budu. HAHA. Did kerja kayu today. Syok berabis la. Kena give extra kayu then me and my friend start shouting " KAYU WUI KAYU !! ". Not my fault :p

PJ.

Finally get to play football on the big field again. Yesterday watch Spain vs Iraq. So today we play with Spainish names. I got Sanchez David Villa. Hell yeah. My fav bha that. I didn't score had two chances but didn't make the most of it. I got assist but yeah whatever. Jordan you whore never pass. Haha. Don't tell him. Seh~

FINISH SCHOOL.

Today i brought my phone to school cause my elder brother Kenneth told me too. He said he ask someone to give me a package or what not. Then I call and sms this unknown number. Darryl and i got freak out. Actually me only la but get the point. Then i call call and sms sms this dude la. IT said IT was in the canteen. I walk there EXPECTING like girl la. Then only got old lady. Wouldn't be her. Even if her won't go near her also. HAHA. No bha. Seh~ Then Darryl and i were like " Let's just go up la. " So when we got into our class. IT sms me. IT said, " Why keep going up and down up and down ? ". I went like HOLY SHIT. Darryl said i had a stalker. Then i went down skali. IT was Kenneth bha ! HAHA. So happy to see him eh. Long time no see. He stays in KL. That's why. Then talk talk talk surprise Francis when he came to junoir blok. Then surprise Dad in the car. Then surprise Mum at home :p Man i love my Family :DDD

Aights Cheerios :D

current mood : effing happy :D