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LOVE ME FOR A REASON,
LET THE REASON BE LOVE.

As gay as this may sound, Boyzone song is in my head all of a sudden. Boyzone rocks hard ! Where got bands sing songs that's touching ? Well, i mean the lyrics that's clear and simple and easy to catch. Well there's a lot but damn so over-gay. Like theres this part of the song " i can't continue guessing,cause it's only messing,with my pride and my mind,so i write this down time to time " HAHA. Super gay now. It all started with my bestfriend in KL when I'm staying in KL which is also my brother Kenneth's bestfriend and also my tripin' coach of futsal in KL. His name is Ezul. His super funny. Since in KL i don't have a computer, i borrowed his laptop. His songs are the long-time-ago but still in the trend sort of thing ? But still he has those songs like, Hotel Carlifornia by The Eagles,Love Me For A Reason by Boyzone. And today i got this sugar rush to hear this song. Im singing it everywhere and everytime. They're not hot but voice awesome also la. Top 3 gay list.

1. Boyzone
2. Backstreet Boys
3. Westlife

Anyway in school today. I came in class. I was so effing tired. My back still kinda hurts in the morning. So i sat on the table and lie down a lil while. Daryl was rubbing his tummy cause his sick. Poor him. Later part of the day i borrowed him my handphone to call Uncle Daryl. So he pick him up la. I sms in class again that. Teacher Don totally rocks. Haha. He even helped someone to hide the dude's phone. Went to training football today also. I played okay okay i guess ? But seriously, our team needs to pick up the tempo. Gosh we suck. How wanna go Pahang ? God help me XD

Aights Cheerios :DD
Oh and Peaches :)
Oh and Sushi :)

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so we meet again :D

I totally forgot about Jason Castro. Man i love his song. His one of those singers in American Idol that surely deserve a place. But for him 4th aint good enough. Chris Daughtry also. Like pity them this.

Anyway today in school i sleep for a while the usual. I studied man today. Amazingly. I gotta study eh. PMR is getting closer. So near that i could almost feel it. The marks that important this.

Parents-Teachers Day. Holy Crap I AM GOOD AS DEAD. I got number 37/45 in class. But my percentage aint that far. But still HOLY CRAP. WORST position ever ! Dadday will kill me. Mummay sad. Francis evil laugh only he know. Jonathan will devour me. Kenneth chillex la he wont do anything a lil advise would do.

Football Premier Labuan. Stupid oh the labuan-ers. The date got postpone again. More time to train. At least that's okay. 23rd JULY 2009. EFFING GANTUNG. POTONG STEAM BERABIS. Oh fuck. As long as we get to play i'm fine by it.

Francis intro me this game called Dead Frontier. Super gory and scary. Like woah. Zombies everywhere! Somemore we need to use the mouse to shoot and stuff and my mouse suck.

OH OH yeah. I played football just now. I was kicking kicking the ball as normally i would. Suddenly when Mummy B and Cheryle came back i stop. I sat for a while outside. I went inside My back hurts like hell + my side. Insanely that hurt a whole lot. I couldn't stand it but still sms sms this. Freak. Then like 15 minute later it got okay. I hope it doesn't continue.

Aights enjoy the song! sing along XD
Cheerios :D
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Somewhere Over The Rainbow Lyrics

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

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hello people again XD

So early early morning got tuition actually at 10.30am. I woke up at 9.45am. Mummy forgot to wake me up. I'm not a heavy sleeper but today dunno why. Maybe cause training football got me tired. So anyway,woke up,shower,brush teeth read newspaper. I only read sports section. Drink milo ngam ngam Patrick's car arrive. So went to tuition kinda bright face la. Can't get " She Left Me" song and " Livin' On A Prayer" song out of my head. I really really adore " Livin' On A Prayer " because it brings meaning to most people in their daily life. Well i guess i'm one of them. It kinda means to me that though everythings going down doensn't mean your like gonna be dead or hopeless. There is always hope. Of everything in the world, hope always dies last.

Make a wish tonight
Take me back to the nights of last summer
I come by 'round 9
I couldn't help but wonder
What's wrong, what's right?


You're falling hard, and you're taking me under
Baby, it's our time

I know they always say,
True love's gotta set her free.
And maybe I'll get lucky,
She'll come flyin' back to me.


I guess this fits it all. God i love my new football boots. Damn it's like with me everywhere now. I'm taking care of it Pops' dontcha worry old man.

Sometimes you know whenever you put your faith in the people that you care most ? But suddenly you get the feeling that that's the person you shouldn't be trusting at all ? Man i get that a lot. No matter how you try to avoid that awkardness it comes back. I guess there is always a first time. Oh and today i talk about Chris Daughtry with Francis. I still don't think he deserves to lose this. Stupid American Idol fans. Vote him bha ! Ish. Too late la.

09.07.09 is getting closer ! I'm kinda nervous. Gonna give my all.

Aight then Cheerios :DD

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hello bloggers.


Yesterday was so awesome man. I was so effing happy i got back hold of something. And when finish school i went to the car to put my bags and wood work too. I was staying back for football training. Suddenly when i reach the car, my mummy gave a a big surprise. At first i thought my brother came back again but it's consider good enough that they bought new football boots for me! Damn Predator XD. I love Mummay and Dadday. Then going to Labuan Football Premier! HOLY CRAP i love JULY. Awesomeness.


Today hmm today. HAHAHA. I live by today. I love today. I miss today. God i miss this day.
Besides that, i made my bm teacher pissed again cause' i was talking in class. Who doesnt' ? :p
Sometimes, when i look back and say " Great ! it's one of those days. " With this face -.- Like literally my eyes become " - " <--- . Holy crap i love this day so much oh ! Saturday gonna buy BOOTS again and baju hopefully. I'll be in Warisan ya'll.

LABUAN FOOTBALL PREMIER.
This year got chance this. Can win. I wanna go PAHANG ! Buahahaha XD

Aight people. wont be here next thurday. XD wish me luck :DD

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hello again readers.

Well,nothing really much happen today. My usual Sundays. But i didn't go to sunday class today. Sorry Pat. But i went to Likas Servay though. Bought like... stuffs. Hmm, looking forward for 4th-3rd placing Fifa Confederations Cup 09 Spain v.s South Africa and Final Brazil v.s USA.
Damn eh. I so much wanted Spain to go to the Finals. Lucky USA. HMPH! And Daryl found this awesome dude. He sings covers of other songs. Don't know how he manage. But the dude's voice nice. I want awesome voice :( here's the dude's link. His name is... Ctrlaltrock ? Haha.
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=E9FEC01FE8E3489B

Had a long chat wtih Lucynda again. And hey hey ! Congrats to someone.

When i have dates with my ex's i dont usually play the guitar or piano or any other instruments because well, i dont know how to play any instruments. So the only way to express my love in music is to find songs. Well that's what i do. Francis got me to do this. I love pop/rock and power/pop. Anyway, so i suddenly found this playlist which is my current blog song. It was meant for Lucynda. I seriously had a really hard time finding that song. I sing that song everytime I'm away from her. I guess anyone who likes that song can sing la. Now it's just a song :/ but that's okay.

My ankle hurts suddenly again. My stiches seems okay but inside is in pain. I scared it's gonna tear this. That's not possible right ? shit.

Okay i guess i gotta go now. Damn NOVEMBER is getting so close :'(
Im more scared of that month than PMR month. Hmm :'(

Aights ya'll Cheerios :D

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Welcome back !

YOU KNOW...

i have feelings you know ? Dude, i seriously do not care about you talking behind my back. And Dudette i don't mind you not telling me anything anymore. But still I'm no robot. If you liked me before, if you like me now. I'll tell you honestly. i'm gonna end it anyway. Maybe it's me or can you feel this,it's killing me just to know
I'm telling you now just be straight with me,And don't say i told you so.It's so disappointing. I hope you won't hate other people just cause they helped me.So don't come back and pretend to tell me with those nights you had with your made up stories. For God's sake, this life doesn't end here. Don't be over dramatic. Yes you can go find your soulmate. Yes you can find love. So be proud of it. Why be afraid of people knowing ? Why be afraid of people get hurt ? The worst that could happen is you have to explain that's it. Risk it. That's life. Just tell me if i'm wrong or right. Don't lie because i know that's what everyone does. C'mon tell me what you really want to say ? A sign. Tell the truth just what you really mean.I pity those who have helped me. Thats the reason why i hate people helping me. i'm sorry.

Tribute to my family :
Jeremiah ! Thanks for your hospitallity. The waters good ! Your the bestfriend anyone would want to have dude.
Cheryle ! Share again la our life. Haha. Awesome to talk too. You guys are the best neighbours.
Lucynda ! Bitch your great.

Anyway, I didn't bring any books to school today. I left my bag in J's place. I called J. Turns out he went out ealier. So i went to school survive. The wrath of '' The Malina". Teacher, i'm acting nice to you. I'm sorry but i don't feel bad. I know you are too. I actually was looking forward for school. Because im going to the beach to meet Lucynda. Her most favourite place on earth. So we met and talk for a long time. Like old times. Bought Rm9 of fruits. Man i love mango. Seriously, who doesn't ?

So anyway, the song in my profile totally suits me when i broke up with Cecilia. Because she left me a note instead of telling me in person. I guess she was really shy. Ever since this 4th broke up, i learnt a lot. And since last year's stay in KL. I learnt a lot too. Damn, living life the fullest aint easy. Damn, I'm so hungry. Recently i kept on eating a lot. But i cant grow. Stupid body. I wanna be buff and tall. Well that dream's over.

I might go to Labuan for football. If i maintain going training. But it's kinda hard because i have PMR this year. But i love football. How this ? Hmm. Nah,forget about it.

Urmumsuckmydick. What the fuck is wrong with you ? You like my brother is it ? Effing gay right ? If you wanna reply. Meet me in La Salle Junoir Campus. 1.15pm. Monday. 29.06.09. Outside. I'll be waiting also that. I ain't afraid of ya. Whoever you are. Don't be shy. Just come. You insult my brother. Big mistake. You insult me i can understand. You insult my brother and your mention my dad. Your good as dead. Meet me;don't be such a pussy.

Great, Go:Audio your my current favourite band.

Members :

James Matthews
Josh Wilkinson
Zack Wilkinson
Andy Booth

Genre : Poprock

Man they are awesome. Hmm, nothing much now to do at home. Tomorrow suppose to join a competition but i don't have a team plus im lazy. I just wanna tell all those who don't seem to like talking to me or just practically don't wanna talk to me. Well, sorry and byebye.

Worst thing that could happen for now is your not telling me anything at all :|

( you know who you are )

Aights. Cheerios people. Umm. Take care.

Current addiction : Go:Audio - She left me.

News : I change my font oh. Haha :)

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band : ????
title : ????

I'm, staying in tonight
Watching T.V by myself
'Cause yesterday my girlfriend wrecked my life
I don't want to explain
There's nothing I can say to you
All I got is this one note she left me

It says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me

She's, enrolled in the marines
I try to see her most weekends
But in all honesty she's never allowed leave

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
The reason's I don't have a clue
This could easily happen to you
And then you'll know just what it's like

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway

And I could say
She did a bungee jump, rope snapped
She passed away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway


I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me