page 60

totally had fun time at izzal's place today. i feel totally like home over there. i greet practically everyone i know. izzal's mum so loving this. haha. anyways. i LOVE the food there. RIBS. how can you not like em ? hahaha.

me and mamat was thinking of a weird look but it turned out muka mengencang. hahaha. i love his house oh. its so big. it has a field to play football. it has everything! god i wish i have a house to beat that one. hahaha. i sorted things out with her. everything's settled. oh god how much ily. f.y.i the songs just for hear. i love this song. super nice. super awesome. super kick :D

aights cheerios! ilystannia :P

page 59

I AM THE SKY

YOU ARE THE OCEAN

now im gonna make a tribute. to the person who have left a deep mark in my life. i will never ever ever forget this person. she's loyal, she's smart,she's a bitch,tears seriously came out when i read her post. haha. i call her in many names. some say i call her bitch. others say i call cinabeng. but i think what her mother has name her is one of the seven wonders of the world. lucynda joey. you practically been using my own words agaisnt me. i have been such a hypocrite when it come to love. you stood up for me. eventhough people labels you with mean words and things would have brought you down. both you and i know. i have change towards this. i promise i'll love stannia chong with all my heart. till the very dying moment. when i did that complete melt down that nobody knows.things that occur to me for the past two years. things that were unslove by my useless life. you made it happen. you gave me the strenght to stand today. you know im always the shoulder you need to cry on. dont even think of doing this on your blog. hahaha :D



i wanna say. i love stannia. you have been there for me as well. for 17 days. i actually felt like it has been so long. you own my heart. keep it well. i promise you it will give you that warm feeling everytime we're away. i know we're so far away, but i know your here with me now,we'll make it through i hope your the one i share my life with, i wish you could be the one i die with,i pray your the one i build my home with i hope i will hear you saying i love you to me all my life.it's time to try anything to be with you again. i love you deardear. i still owe you so many things. i still gonna give you what you deserve. i still gonna keep my promise for you. i guess this is pretty much it. the song will say everything for me stannia. dont cry :p

aights cheerios people. take care all.
i love you stannia klassen




p/s : nina, buy ah my books. i become author this. hehe.

page 58

we the kings - all again for you
[ song of the day ]

so hello again, i totally woke up at 8 today just to text stannia. hahaha. that time gila man the heavy rain. its like WHUSSSHHHH. i went like wth. sick man the rain. so i woke up at 11. around that time la. ngamngam that time also J woke up. hahaha. he slept over. watching that un-deserve victory of ManUtd and ManCity. it ended 4-3.. then i sms stannia and rubina and daryl. someone is gonna get wet on monday ! hahaha. i text stannia and she's like in Cp. i went like woah. hahaa. so i got up. brush up. took a shower. and ask mum to send me to town. which she totally did. haha. i love mummy. anyway. so i went to warisan to meet her with her friend. and damn girl she was fine. hahaha :p we walked to cathay to watch a movie and we watched. G-force. haha. that movie so cute this talking guinea pigs. they'll nvr let you down. haha.

" Get your butt out of my face, Get your face out of my butt! "

that killed me. hahaha. funny this them. hahaha. so i watch finish already with them. we walked to Cp back to eat. hahaha. eat eat eat i met brandon kee chong. hahaha. he works in Mcd. haha. so funny this pindik pindik batak batak like seanricko. hahaha. i chat with carmen again. we were looking for insults. for the british i think? hahaha.

bitch ! haih. i dunno how la to live without you this. i'll remember everything. i got your back and you got mine. appreciatte it. a lot. im the sky. i understand :p

page 57

destine - in your arms
[ song of the day ]

today so weird this. i woke dizzy dizzy cuz someone like totally woke me. i wanted to go down and brush teeth then my mum shout. i ran. fell knee first on the stairs.pain pain rub rub. continue running my parents toilet got leak. so have to naik the roof punya tangki again. naik naik fix fix. okay done. bath bath clean clean. wipe wipe. body body. change change went to a open house in likas. some datuk's place. i saw uncle ronald cooke. hahaha. that dude funny this.i took drinks for everyone on my table. i feel like so generous today. so i help la. then i told mum bout her handphone. surprisingly mum wasnt angry at all. so nice this. then i told her the phone izzal borrowed me the battery suck. so she lend me her phone gen oh. gila i love you mummy. then then i can finally text stannia fast fast. the phone lags like shit this. i help gavin with his problem. with aleyh la. ish. hahaha. i called lucynda and ask her everything. then i text stannia till after midnight. i watch liverpool match when i was texting her. i hate liverpool zonal markings. no use at all. but i adore west ham la. haha. it was a fun match. kept me awake. hmm, now it's raining so heavy. so boring this the weather today. suck oh. hahaha. i need to play football. i need to kick a ball. that only relief stress. pmr is like what.. 18 days ? crapness

AIGHTS CHEERIOS

18 days to PMR

page 56

today is music video day ! hehe. which if these videos you like most ? comment em'!



saving aimee - we're the good guys.



destine - in your arms



every avenue - empty room



mayday parade - jamie all over

i think Destine beats them all. i likey they're song like nice this the way the sing. i think the singer's dutch. hahaha.
thats so gonna be me ! embrace the inner blood of bernard! LOL.

AIGHT's Cheerios :D

quote :
don't take things for granted :]

page 55

today i feel so lyric-ish. i've been singing church songs the whole day. thanks to sir adrian. but then i kept singing
random songs. here's some.

that night i slept,
on your side of the bed so,
it was ready when you got home,
we're like noughts and crosses in the
opposite always attract.
[ mood : when your feeling sad like that. ]
~ you and me at six - always attract

and i'll borrow word from all my favourite paragraphs,
to write a ballad while we say the things,
you hope it would mean most to me and,
each letter send i have found in the pagers the hope,
for the days when, i feel like i've lost everything
mood : when you love someone but not the other way around ]
~ mayday parade - the last something that meant anything

sweet dreams are made of these,
who am i to disagree,
travel the world through the seven seas,
everybody is looking for something
[ mood : the song that makes your head go spinning ]
~ eurithmics - sweet dreams

dont come back and pretend to tell me, the night you've had with your made up stories, I was there but you didnt see me, there you were and the floor was empty, you and him getting more than friendly, it was just a kiss, but I could see you meant it.
~ go:audio - made up stories

dunno why i'm feeling so giddy and sad mix with a lil pain and stirred with a lil sorrow plus a sad memory adding a lil depression and shaked with a heart ache on top. maybe it's just my foot.my left foot blister like insanely painful. my right foot stepped on a stone. a medium one. to top that. francis step on my foot when that happen. hahaha. oh well. its okay francis. i lalalovestannia♥ always attract me baby :]

AIGHTS NO QUOTE.
CHEERIOS AMIGOS :}

page 54

hey hey its page 54. so today.. hmm.. today was a sucky day for me actually. okay. from morning.

Assembly : i gave my phone to othman. because i had this really strange feeling since yesterday that there is gonna be spot check. so i gave my phone to him la. so we went inside with james cuz he lazy to find his necktie so i borrowed him mine. i spotted russell and christian. talk to them for a while. then bla bla bla *bonek gay* then spot check. punya lucky. then everyone has to limpas teacher bonek @ saffri. to check long hair. i went up there. he tahan me cuz i was arrogant to him last friday bout the gduh gduh. i dont wanna sell out my friends name. so i deny deny deny in the end i gduh ckp with him. now he calls me arrogant.i had to stand on the stage in front of all the rambut panjang people. malu also la but funny this. hahaha. i think everythings funny. try saying shampoo. ill laugh. i kena jangkit darryl. the black one.

EnglishClass : i practically did not do anything. i space out like woah. i look at darryl the whole day. it was kinda gay. but he liked it. haha! no bha. he sniggers a lot. then i wanted to sleep but tia jadi.

HistoryClass : me and izzal fake laugh at the teachers joke. and then i came to realise she's not that bad after all. she's a nice lady.hahaa. then took back results. my history aint so bad. hahaha. 50% bh.

Recess : puasa month so easy to buy food. this actually shows how many muslim are there in my school.
haha. a lot. i bought my usual food. nasi + ayam goreng cmpur kuah. hahaa. ate ate ate. then only she reply my texts. then text her with my bestfriend's super duper late gila babi lagging phone. i boring la you phone. hahaha.

Geography : i studied with othman while teaching darryl science with izzal. i hate him. he got so high this his mark for everything! gila eh. born a smart ass. so i did geo cuz im paranoid this with the failing and shit. eii. boring la geo.

Kemahiran Hidup : i listen like for while then i took a nap. daryl and izzal was listening. not izzal la. maybe daryl. hahaha. the teacher was blabling in front. i didnt really care. but in my mind was like. " oh c'mon mekh! study! budu oh you" then i woke up and study. haih. determination bha.

Mathematics : i slept. like not the whole way but still. and no abraham did not wake me up. hahaha. i slept and then woke up to take my results. aint have bad for a guy like me. 54% hahaha. k bh tht. ish.
i know la you all smart.

my grades are falling gradually. i do not knw why. but i know i have to study. i gotta focus. going to library is kinda helping me. i go the everyday. to study. then talk talk. hahaha. i am still here for you ma' bitch. dont worry la. forget bout what happen aight ? i'll kill him the next time i see him. for real. despite you telling me. maybe i'll talk. but not kill like literally la. and woah waoh Ged! arsenal lose bhaaa! hahahaha. had a suckish day which turn to a happy in the end. i actually followed nadira in the same car. it was scary. i said hi uncle. hahaha thats all then akward silence. i had no ride home from lib. my lil sis was the only option. so i took it la. drop me off near Merdeka Supermarket. online as soon as i got home.

Good Charlotte ; We Believe

that song will nvr get bored. haha. a one to keep remembering :D

Music Quote :


So this world is too much for
you to take
Just lay it
down and follow me
I’ll be
everything

you need

page 53

group photo :DD

kenneth and i. trip my eldest brother name. sehhh :p

today was awesome. is awesome i'd rather say. today's sunday really got me off my bad mood for this month of septy. wanna know why i hate this month so much ? well here goes. this year i am sitting for my PMR exams. its important to me to show my parents that i can do it. i failed geo. you guys probably know that from my previous post. haha. then my mum's phone that i borrowed. spoil. then my pencil box lost. then my wallet lost. no la that never happen. hahaha. anyway. gotta make things straight and right. go gain trust of people who i lost. haha. i guess im alim this now. ive been enterin mass like woah. hahaha. seriously. lil sis @ NADIRA ARI. im not bad. haha. you nvr ask :D hearts you :p i went out with the ray gang today. hahaha. funny this all of them. it was really fun as well. we all went to MV doulos. hahaha. that place super boring! eii. hahaha

kenneth,larissa,sammyyammy,gabaayy,staaniiaaa♥, me la.

• gabbay - mum
• sam - sister
• larissa - aunty
• kenneth - baboon.
• jasmine - lil dino
• andrea - young one
• zeda - zeda
• lucynda - dude
• zeda's lil sister named lola - dudette'

i kinda forgot some nicknames again now. hahahaha. ah well. if anything just ring me up. not prank ah. i shall remember its your idea zeda. hahaha. im so gonna get you back hard!

quote :

i shout it from the
mountain top i want the
WORLD TO KNOW
I♥stannia

page 52

mayday parade - the last something that meant anything.

you and me at six - always attract

escape the fate - harder than you know

those are like my current songs that. hahaha. balik2 i hear them.

smart this they way they sing.
but.
its the lyrics and they way they present
is how much it means.
hahaha. no effing idea what i meant.
oh well.


aights. un-cheerios D:
its a bad month. i hate septy.

page 51

well this sucks. i failed geo this. oh hell is upon me. mum so gonna be mad. ahh f that. nevermind that shit. anyway. when to the library alone today. to study GEO. which i did for a while untill i notice i have no paper to write on. so i went hunting for people for paper. *hunthunthunt* i got enosh,valentine,james,some form 4s and other people. but i ask from val and james. then no mood wanna study. gila. like first time i fail. this also when i didnt copy but first time! haih. so i spoted nadira and talha. haha. chat with them. funny this talha. he laugh at anything. i tought lil' sis science. cuz science is effing easy. then there's a fight going on i went down. nothing happen. wasted time for aircon. then i met. anita,abitt,andrea,shazana,ling. said hi to all cept abitt. i dont think she remembers me with bald hair. hahaha. andrea also first time talk to me. hahaha. she did this funny W for whatever sign to me. hahaha. talk to nadira about EVERYTHING. everything we missed out. gossips. everything everyone that talks bout us. haha. mmg adik la her. then then i miss her calls again T.T sorry. anyway. didnt study la. many many lasallians just now. hahaha. went home with jordan and vinoun and shafee and dane and daneil jonathan. they are funny people. hahaha.

music quote :
we're like noughts and crosses of the
OPPOSITE always attract :D

page 50

hahaha. sweet its my 50th post. happy golden anniversarry bloggie. i wanna put stuff in this boring old fella. hmm, i think i wanna put pictures but i dont have a camera. which i totally need one right now. im getting bored with some of my old pictures. and on top that. i wanna a good camera. like like, an SLR. damn. hahaha. i really wanna 'syok-sendiri' right now. moving onto sports. ever since i got like this ankle injury. it never healed. but i don't care. i still wanna play. cuz it's so my passion now. no more basketball bernard. its all football. and oh yeah FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. im so lucky im form 4 next year. can glue myself onto the chair or bed. with a bag of tachos and some booze. ahh, booze. how can we not live without it ? next, i really really really really i mean really want a shoe. to play football right now. a normal shoe not boots. haha. to play on the road with J. stupid all my old shoes tore and the rubber ran away. like literally. haih. im so asking too much. better get good results man for PMR. anyone can tutor me ? i totally suck in studies. alli ever do is copy. but seriously i never copy english. hahaha. thats a start. i guess. many many other subjects like history. my god history. i hate history. i suck in history. i think history was made to kill people like me. unless im the only one. and then great there's geo. i didnt know malaysia has so many places. with names. what the hell. i hate those two. but i love maths and science eventhough i suck in maths. thanks to abraham math is all i ever do now. sides that, i never actually did well in my studies. next year i gotta study really hard. though theres WORLD CUP. damn.i kinda just realise all the people i wasnt close with. became close with me. and those who are went futher. that is so dejavu. hahaha. oh well, when its all said and done. i think its fun-er this way. cuz i practically dont care bout nothing no more. hahaha. things that relief me from thinking you know ? hahaha. oh well, list list list. thats all i got. when am i ever satisfied with what i have ?

music quote :
conversation has no face
when the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

page 49

*TRIALS*

my gosh. i hate trials,excel,exam,test,quiz
anything that has to with my brain. like eww man studying ?
i know i know FUTURE. always get that a lot from mum.
but she's right aint she ? studying is like a job for us right now.
get good grades = got impression
promotion = going to the next form

BM1
bm1 isnt an easy subject but the trick is to remember those past questions we did.
thats what i do. latih tubi berabis. im only doing this on bm last time. now maths and the
rest of the subjects. its like what 30 more days to PMR ? wthm.

BM2
bm2 is a easy subject and the trick is to dont get lazy. hahaha.
i think la. my opinion.

GEO.
i hate geo nuff' said. personally hate geo :/

those were the subjects for todays trial. i dont even know whats tomorrows trials exam.
how lame is that ? dont answer that. VERY i know. like crap only me this.
gonna do the BATTLE OF THE BRAINS by astro today.

i love somebody ? :D

aights cheerios :P

quote :
oh baby, if nothing last forever, will you be my nothing ? :D

page 48

it's been kinda long since updated my blog. nothing really much happen around really.
yesterday our car kinda broke down. family freak out an all.
but we're fine. haha. went to church today prayed a lot.
like seriously did. for everything.

lucynda ask me a question that hit me
" if you had a chance to turn back time will you ? "
i didn't know how to answer. haha. but well, if everything happens for a reason.
then there must a reason for everything. right ?

dunno la. went to library. talk with lucynda and tiara. went with abraham. its all funny when abraham,dedi,and enosh spin spin the chair.
lucynda laughing so much.
me and tiara talking about STUFFS.

i guess, that's practically it ? i need to play sports !
PMR draws near. damn. can la. i think i should register that
" Battle of the Brains "bullcrap. haha.