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well well well. im back again. woah since 1st november. haha. anyways. soo soo sooo many things have been happening in my life nowadays. but the most recent one is. mummy. i seriously dont know how to live without mummy. she's been there for me everytime. okay maybe dad too. but his more of the motivational sort of person. but i'll talk bout that later. so mum fell very very very ill. aww mum :(. i feel so stupid cuz i cant help her. hmph. money is always an issue. wished my brothers are back though :/ i love you mother :)
celebrating Christmas without my brothers this year. dang it :( and this year's Christmas to me is all about togetherness. but what's togetherness without my brothers? :( i wish they were back now. we'd be running around the house chasing each other. going out to town. driving around. haih. :'( man this is so sad.

Kenneth Klassen

Jonathan Klassen

dweeps :'( i miss you guys.

Francis Klassen

Bernard Klassen

brothers :)

then next year im gonna be alone! francis just finish his Spm Exams.. damn it all oh! :'( why must i be the youngest :/ at least i still have J. haha! and some friends. :/ but it aint the same without my brothers. growing up with them isnt easy. but its worth it. i seriously miss them. oh well. Christmas with my parents are well enough. didnt go anywhere this year. im in kk till next year. yay me ? hahaha. i was running through everyones fb today. im so bored. chated with farrah again today. she's funny. i gave her some songs. to brighten her boring day.my day wasnt as cheerful as usual. Stannia sleeping XD naughty naughty. wonder if she's dreaming of me. *think think think* nahh. :p Fenella Ho. kenneth's

Stannia Chong .bernard's

HAHA. man fenella's gonna kill me XD hahahaa. forgive me :p actually im not if they're still together. God dang it. hahaha. XD i hope they are. she's fanni. hehe. i love you guys :) baby,dont marah me :p hee~

Aights then CHEERIOS :D
in Christmas Mood.

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dunno where's the futures heading. thts what thyn told me. everytime i seek for advise. his the best person to look up for. besides him there's ben. thyn has taught me alot about survival. ''survival of the fittest'' he say. i always have been looking up to him. he taught me how to walk. he taught me how to talk. he taught me everything i need to know about this so called "life". never trust anyone without seeing with your own bare naked eyes. simple as that may sound. i didnt have a strong heart as he does. i tried not believing. i tried telling lying. i tried making others feel on top of the world. i tried sarcasm. everything seems to be related to this unknown feeling which i call the ''gay feeling inside''. it makes you feel all guilty and your mind starts to have vision of your own perspective. you begin to think of whats wrong and bad to right and good. soon later you try ever so hard to turn things around elsewhere but nothing seems to be in your control. and things only makes matter from worse to worst. by then you begin you indulge yourself into your own ego and sorrow and pain mix em all up and you'll get that ''gay feeling''. i swear i wasnt this soft in heart last time. but its my nature to be caring towards others. friends call me their dad. my own family thinks otherwise though. especially francis. he has always been there for me and teach me almost everything since thyn left to kl. but i've never listen/hear a single words my dad nor francis and kenneth say. the reason is because i only trust three person in my life. thyn,mum, and God. i never sleep without praying anymore. im only 15 but i already know too much. i believe in Him because he rescued me once already. even my family from leaving this december. that's why. i have so much faith in Him.

then there's yesterday. sometimes lying is better than the truth. but in my world. truth is what gets things going up. thinking positive is the solution for almost everything. having that extra strength within you. that makes you ''you''. you show the world what your made off. that's what we're suppose to do. proving others that your useful not better than them. and allow me to get this straight. i have been not thinking about her anymore. i am over her. i am new,striped and polish. i have no intention whatsoever. but your mind. keeps thinking that i am. wena dude. im over her. get over it. "just say your not over her" ? she sent me that text. you sound like you want me to get her back. your saying all those bad words and swears. your plan was trying to get me aggitated? so i can tell you the truth? im sorry for dissapointing you but she's yours. so please release me. i have nothing against you or anything. you got her fair and square.

moving on to a happier and brighter section. i personally love this song rite now. i want his voice and his hair. i want my hair to be long as his. God dammit. i just want long hair right now. my hair looks like the guy in Star Wars. i look so weird.

aight then, cheerios.
i hope you understand wena cause i dont
give a damn about your zeda anymore. so please.
leave me alone.

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stayed at darryl's place. God please take care of him. hahaha. cian bha him. just operate. hahaha. XD

omg. i will never get over the sweet obsession i have with mayday parade. just when i thought they're not gonna make a new album *sobs* suddenly! they did! im ya number one fan MAYDAY PARADE



anywhere but here - mayday parade
*official video*




i swear this time i mean it - mayday parade
*dedicated to stannia*



still breathing - mayday parade
*daryl's song*



*greg's song*

try hearing all the song from the new album :p i bet you will love em'
i need the cd! XD i really really want oh. whoever gets me the cd i'll do anything oh :(

dear,i cant stop reading the text you sent me last night. i'll remember it forever. i love you :)

AIGHTS CHEERIOS ! feeling good :D

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totally had fun time at izzal's place today. i feel totally like home over there. i greet practically everyone i know. izzal's mum so loving this. haha. anyways. i LOVE the food there. RIBS. how can you not like em ? hahaha.

me and mamat was thinking of a weird look but it turned out muka mengencang. hahaha. i love his house oh. its so big. it has a field to play football. it has everything! god i wish i have a house to beat that one. hahaha. i sorted things out with her. everything's settled. oh god how much ily. f.y.i the songs just for hear. i love this song. super nice. super awesome. super kick :D

aights cheerios! ilystannia :P

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I AM THE SKY

YOU ARE THE OCEAN

now im gonna make a tribute. to the person who have left a deep mark in my life. i will never ever ever forget this person. she's loyal, she's smart,she's a bitch,tears seriously came out when i read her post. haha. i call her in many names. some say i call her bitch. others say i call cinabeng. but i think what her mother has name her is one of the seven wonders of the world. lucynda joey. you practically been using my own words agaisnt me. i have been such a hypocrite when it come to love. you stood up for me. eventhough people labels you with mean words and things would have brought you down. both you and i know. i have change towards this. i promise i'll love stannia chong with all my heart. till the very dying moment. when i did that complete melt down that nobody knows.things that occur to me for the past two years. things that were unslove by my useless life. you made it happen. you gave me the strenght to stand today. you know im always the shoulder you need to cry on. dont even think of doing this on your blog. hahaha :D



i wanna say. i love stannia. you have been there for me as well. for 17 days. i actually felt like it has been so long. you own my heart. keep it well. i promise you it will give you that warm feeling everytime we're away. i know we're so far away, but i know your here with me now,we'll make it through i hope your the one i share my life with, i wish you could be the one i die with,i pray your the one i build my home with i hope i will hear you saying i love you to me all my life.it's time to try anything to be with you again. i love you deardear. i still owe you so many things. i still gonna give you what you deserve. i still gonna keep my promise for you. i guess this is pretty much it. the song will say everything for me stannia. dont cry :p

aights cheerios people. take care all.
i love you stannia klassen




p/s : nina, buy ah my books. i become author this. hehe.

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we the kings - all again for you
[ song of the day ]

so hello again, i totally woke up at 8 today just to text stannia. hahaha. that time gila man the heavy rain. its like WHUSSSHHHH. i went like wth. sick man the rain. so i woke up at 11. around that time la. ngamngam that time also J woke up. hahaha. he slept over. watching that un-deserve victory of ManUtd and ManCity. it ended 4-3.. then i sms stannia and rubina and daryl. someone is gonna get wet on monday ! hahaha. i text stannia and she's like in Cp. i went like woah. hahaa. so i got up. brush up. took a shower. and ask mum to send me to town. which she totally did. haha. i love mummy. anyway. so i went to warisan to meet her with her friend. and damn girl she was fine. hahaha :p we walked to cathay to watch a movie and we watched. G-force. haha. that movie so cute this talking guinea pigs. they'll nvr let you down. haha.

" Get your butt out of my face, Get your face out of my butt! "

that killed me. hahaha. funny this them. hahaha. so i watch finish already with them. we walked to Cp back to eat. hahaha. eat eat eat i met brandon kee chong. hahaha. he works in Mcd. haha. so funny this pindik pindik batak batak like seanricko. hahaha. i chat with carmen again. we were looking for insults. for the british i think? hahaha.

bitch ! haih. i dunno how la to live without you this. i'll remember everything. i got your back and you got mine. appreciatte it. a lot. im the sky. i understand :p

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destine - in your arms
[ song of the day ]

today so weird this. i woke dizzy dizzy cuz someone like totally woke me. i wanted to go down and brush teeth then my mum shout. i ran. fell knee first on the stairs.pain pain rub rub. continue running my parents toilet got leak. so have to naik the roof punya tangki again. naik naik fix fix. okay done. bath bath clean clean. wipe wipe. body body. change change went to a open house in likas. some datuk's place. i saw uncle ronald cooke. hahaha. that dude funny this.i took drinks for everyone on my table. i feel like so generous today. so i help la. then i told mum bout her handphone. surprisingly mum wasnt angry at all. so nice this. then i told her the phone izzal borrowed me the battery suck. so she lend me her phone gen oh. gila i love you mummy. then then i can finally text stannia fast fast. the phone lags like shit this. i help gavin with his problem. with aleyh la. ish. hahaha. i called lucynda and ask her everything. then i text stannia till after midnight. i watch liverpool match when i was texting her. i hate liverpool zonal markings. no use at all. but i adore west ham la. haha. it was a fun match. kept me awake. hmm, now it's raining so heavy. so boring this the weather today. suck oh. hahaha. i need to play football. i need to kick a ball. that only relief stress. pmr is like what.. 18 days ? crapness

AIGHTS CHEERIOS

18 days to PMR

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today is music video day ! hehe. which if these videos you like most ? comment em'!



saving aimee - we're the good guys.



destine - in your arms



every avenue - empty room



mayday parade - jamie all over

i think Destine beats them all. i likey they're song like nice this the way the sing. i think the singer's dutch. hahaha.
thats so gonna be me ! embrace the inner blood of bernard! LOL.

AIGHT's Cheerios :D

quote :
don't take things for granted :]

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today i feel so lyric-ish. i've been singing church songs the whole day. thanks to sir adrian. but then i kept singing
random songs. here's some.

that night i slept,
on your side of the bed so,
it was ready when you got home,
we're like noughts and crosses in the
opposite always attract.
[ mood : when your feeling sad like that. ]
~ you and me at six - always attract

and i'll borrow word from all my favourite paragraphs,
to write a ballad while we say the things,
you hope it would mean most to me and,
each letter send i have found in the pagers the hope,
for the days when, i feel like i've lost everything
mood : when you love someone but not the other way around ]
~ mayday parade - the last something that meant anything

sweet dreams are made of these,
who am i to disagree,
travel the world through the seven seas,
everybody is looking for something
[ mood : the song that makes your head go spinning ]
~ eurithmics - sweet dreams

dont come back and pretend to tell me, the night you've had with your made up stories, I was there but you didnt see me, there you were and the floor was empty, you and him getting more than friendly, it was just a kiss, but I could see you meant it.
~ go:audio - made up stories

dunno why i'm feeling so giddy and sad mix with a lil pain and stirred with a lil sorrow plus a sad memory adding a lil depression and shaked with a heart ache on top. maybe it's just my foot.my left foot blister like insanely painful. my right foot stepped on a stone. a medium one. to top that. francis step on my foot when that happen. hahaha. oh well. its okay francis. i lalalovestannia♥ always attract me baby :]

AIGHTS NO QUOTE.
CHEERIOS AMIGOS :}

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hey hey its page 54. so today.. hmm.. today was a sucky day for me actually. okay. from morning.

Assembly : i gave my phone to othman. because i had this really strange feeling since yesterday that there is gonna be spot check. so i gave my phone to him la. so we went inside with james cuz he lazy to find his necktie so i borrowed him mine. i spotted russell and christian. talk to them for a while. then bla bla bla *bonek gay* then spot check. punya lucky. then everyone has to limpas teacher bonek @ saffri. to check long hair. i went up there. he tahan me cuz i was arrogant to him last friday bout the gduh gduh. i dont wanna sell out my friends name. so i deny deny deny in the end i gduh ckp with him. now he calls me arrogant.i had to stand on the stage in front of all the rambut panjang people. malu also la but funny this. hahaha. i think everythings funny. try saying shampoo. ill laugh. i kena jangkit darryl. the black one.

EnglishClass : i practically did not do anything. i space out like woah. i look at darryl the whole day. it was kinda gay. but he liked it. haha! no bha. he sniggers a lot. then i wanted to sleep but tia jadi.

HistoryClass : me and izzal fake laugh at the teachers joke. and then i came to realise she's not that bad after all. she's a nice lady.hahaa. then took back results. my history aint so bad. hahaha. 50% bh.

Recess : puasa month so easy to buy food. this actually shows how many muslim are there in my school.
haha. a lot. i bought my usual food. nasi + ayam goreng cmpur kuah. hahaa. ate ate ate. then only she reply my texts. then text her with my bestfriend's super duper late gila babi lagging phone. i boring la you phone. hahaha.

Geography : i studied with othman while teaching darryl science with izzal. i hate him. he got so high this his mark for everything! gila eh. born a smart ass. so i did geo cuz im paranoid this with the failing and shit. eii. boring la geo.

Kemahiran Hidup : i listen like for while then i took a nap. daryl and izzal was listening. not izzal la. maybe daryl. hahaha. the teacher was blabling in front. i didnt really care. but in my mind was like. " oh c'mon mekh! study! budu oh you" then i woke up and study. haih. determination bha.

Mathematics : i slept. like not the whole way but still. and no abraham did not wake me up. hahaha. i slept and then woke up to take my results. aint have bad for a guy like me. 54% hahaha. k bh tht. ish.
i know la you all smart.

my grades are falling gradually. i do not knw why. but i know i have to study. i gotta focus. going to library is kinda helping me. i go the everyday. to study. then talk talk. hahaha. i am still here for you ma' bitch. dont worry la. forget bout what happen aight ? i'll kill him the next time i see him. for real. despite you telling me. maybe i'll talk. but not kill like literally la. and woah waoh Ged! arsenal lose bhaaa! hahahaha. had a suckish day which turn to a happy in the end. i actually followed nadira in the same car. it was scary. i said hi uncle. hahaha thats all then akward silence. i had no ride home from lib. my lil sis was the only option. so i took it la. drop me off near Merdeka Supermarket. online as soon as i got home.

Good Charlotte ; We Believe

that song will nvr get bored. haha. a one to keep remembering :D

Music Quote :


So this world is too much for
you to take
Just lay it
down and follow me
I’ll be
everything

you need

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group photo :DD

kenneth and i. trip my eldest brother name. sehhh :p

today was awesome. is awesome i'd rather say. today's sunday really got me off my bad mood for this month of septy. wanna know why i hate this month so much ? well here goes. this year i am sitting for my PMR exams. its important to me to show my parents that i can do it. i failed geo. you guys probably know that from my previous post. haha. then my mum's phone that i borrowed. spoil. then my pencil box lost. then my wallet lost. no la that never happen. hahaha. anyway. gotta make things straight and right. go gain trust of people who i lost. haha. i guess im alim this now. ive been enterin mass like woah. hahaha. seriously. lil sis @ NADIRA ARI. im not bad. haha. you nvr ask :D hearts you :p i went out with the ray gang today. hahaha. funny this all of them. it was really fun as well. we all went to MV doulos. hahaha. that place super boring! eii. hahaha

kenneth,larissa,sammyyammy,gabaayy,staaniiaaa♥, me la.

• gabbay - mum
• sam - sister
• larissa - aunty
• kenneth - baboon.
• jasmine - lil dino
• andrea - young one
• zeda - zeda
• lucynda - dude
• zeda's lil sister named lola - dudette'

i kinda forgot some nicknames again now. hahahaha. ah well. if anything just ring me up. not prank ah. i shall remember its your idea zeda. hahaha. im so gonna get you back hard!

quote :

i shout it from the
mountain top i want the
WORLD TO KNOW
I♥stannia

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mayday parade - the last something that meant anything.

you and me at six - always attract

escape the fate - harder than you know

those are like my current songs that. hahaha. balik2 i hear them.

smart this they way they sing.
but.
its the lyrics and they way they present
is how much it means.
hahaha. no effing idea what i meant.
oh well.


aights. un-cheerios D:
its a bad month. i hate septy.

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well this sucks. i failed geo this. oh hell is upon me. mum so gonna be mad. ahh f that. nevermind that shit. anyway. when to the library alone today. to study GEO. which i did for a while untill i notice i have no paper to write on. so i went hunting for people for paper. *hunthunthunt* i got enosh,valentine,james,some form 4s and other people. but i ask from val and james. then no mood wanna study. gila. like first time i fail. this also when i didnt copy but first time! haih. so i spoted nadira and talha. haha. chat with them. funny this talha. he laugh at anything. i tought lil' sis science. cuz science is effing easy. then there's a fight going on i went down. nothing happen. wasted time for aircon. then i met. anita,abitt,andrea,shazana,ling. said hi to all cept abitt. i dont think she remembers me with bald hair. hahaha. andrea also first time talk to me. hahaha. she did this funny W for whatever sign to me. hahaha. talk to nadira about EVERYTHING. everything we missed out. gossips. everything everyone that talks bout us. haha. mmg adik la her. then then i miss her calls again T.T sorry. anyway. didnt study la. many many lasallians just now. hahaha. went home with jordan and vinoun and shafee and dane and daneil jonathan. they are funny people. hahaha.

music quote :
we're like noughts and crosses of the
OPPOSITE always attract :D

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hahaha. sweet its my 50th post. happy golden anniversarry bloggie. i wanna put stuff in this boring old fella. hmm, i think i wanna put pictures but i dont have a camera. which i totally need one right now. im getting bored with some of my old pictures. and on top that. i wanna a good camera. like like, an SLR. damn. hahaha. i really wanna 'syok-sendiri' right now. moving onto sports. ever since i got like this ankle injury. it never healed. but i don't care. i still wanna play. cuz it's so my passion now. no more basketball bernard. its all football. and oh yeah FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. im so lucky im form 4 next year. can glue myself onto the chair or bed. with a bag of tachos and some booze. ahh, booze. how can we not live without it ? next, i really really really really i mean really want a shoe. to play football right now. a normal shoe not boots. haha. to play on the road with J. stupid all my old shoes tore and the rubber ran away. like literally. haih. im so asking too much. better get good results man for PMR. anyone can tutor me ? i totally suck in studies. alli ever do is copy. but seriously i never copy english. hahaha. thats a start. i guess. many many other subjects like history. my god history. i hate history. i suck in history. i think history was made to kill people like me. unless im the only one. and then great there's geo. i didnt know malaysia has so many places. with names. what the hell. i hate those two. but i love maths and science eventhough i suck in maths. thanks to abraham math is all i ever do now. sides that, i never actually did well in my studies. next year i gotta study really hard. though theres WORLD CUP. damn.i kinda just realise all the people i wasnt close with. became close with me. and those who are went futher. that is so dejavu. hahaha. oh well, when its all said and done. i think its fun-er this way. cuz i practically dont care bout nothing no more. hahaha. things that relief me from thinking you know ? hahaha. oh well, list list list. thats all i got. when am i ever satisfied with what i have ?

music quote :
conversation has no face
when the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

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*TRIALS*

my gosh. i hate trials,excel,exam,test,quiz
anything that has to with my brain. like eww man studying ?
i know i know FUTURE. always get that a lot from mum.
but she's right aint she ? studying is like a job for us right now.
get good grades = got impression
promotion = going to the next form

BM1
bm1 isnt an easy subject but the trick is to remember those past questions we did.
thats what i do. latih tubi berabis. im only doing this on bm last time. now maths and the
rest of the subjects. its like what 30 more days to PMR ? wthm.

BM2
bm2 is a easy subject and the trick is to dont get lazy. hahaha.
i think la. my opinion.

GEO.
i hate geo nuff' said. personally hate geo :/

those were the subjects for todays trial. i dont even know whats tomorrows trials exam.
how lame is that ? dont answer that. VERY i know. like crap only me this.
gonna do the BATTLE OF THE BRAINS by astro today.

i love somebody ? :D

aights cheerios :P

quote :
oh baby, if nothing last forever, will you be my nothing ? :D

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it's been kinda long since updated my blog. nothing really much happen around really.
yesterday our car kinda broke down. family freak out an all.
but we're fine. haha. went to church today prayed a lot.
like seriously did. for everything.

lucynda ask me a question that hit me
" if you had a chance to turn back time will you ? "
i didn't know how to answer. haha. but well, if everything happens for a reason.
then there must a reason for everything. right ?

dunno la. went to library. talk with lucynda and tiara. went with abraham. its all funny when abraham,dedi,and enosh spin spin the chair.
lucynda laughing so much.
me and tiara talking about STUFFS.

i guess, that's practically it ? i need to play sports !
PMR draws near. damn. can la. i think i should register that
" Battle of the Brains "bullcrap. haha.

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hahaha ! how lame can you be ? first you used my name in my own cbox,then using fake names. if you tia puas hati. meet la. first you ulu my brother. then you wanna trash my name. in a blog ? dude dude dude don't get me wrong. how gay can you be ? seriously. you said you just said you would fuck your own mum just to make me feel happy. what the hell was that ? that is so weird. why arent you telling me you name ? why so scared ? jesus christ. hahaha.

plus your like the stupidest person on earth if your trying to make me feel angry or pissed. cuz i****bernardmum,you mum gave you that name ? your mum is one hell of a bitch. one plastic flag lober bitch. in fact your name is sad. people will be like. " yoo, whatsup i****bernardmum. " HAHA! your just a sissy beyond 1st degree. just because i have a friend that made me think he was my friend. i forgive him. he doesn't have to say anything to make me feel better. knowing what we've gone through throughout these years, dude, if your reading this. it's okay. seriously. and for his girlfriends. i never said anything about you guys. you can ask anyone. since i have haters everywhere, it only makes sense someone is trying sabo me.

i barely talk about you guys. i'm just trying to avoid akwardness here. im always in the same car with you dude. and always played basketball with your brother. maybe you both wont forgive me. im not saying im changing or anything.

so dude who always tries to impose people in Cbox's. your a freak. and thank you for imposing my name too ? God,that is so gay. damn.

anywayy. Liverpool lost 3-1. NOOO! agaisnt Aston Villa. shit eh.
Torres scored. and LUCAS OWN GOAL,Ashley Young (P),Curtis Davies.

haih. gonna watch Up soon. not sure when. but will la. hahahah :D

aights cheerios :D

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i actually just realise i had itunes and limewire in my comp. after francis reformat the comp like a zillion times. haha. finally can hear songs not from projectplaylist.com or youtube. haha. i've been listening to Green Day so much lately. their songs are okay. but not to die for. Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls is another fun song stuck in my head. haha. i used to be love drunk lalalala :D i went to church again to today. sat and talk to francess,angel,alethia and francis. then jared and kevin came. we chat till church ended. then i talk with the scary dude that likes to sell the newspaper directly on your face. that is really weird. hahaha. then i talk with gavin. and saw dina and stacey. then all of the sudden we had a plan to go 1B. which we did. and i met sonia ! :D

watched district 9. i dont really wanna spoil the movie for you. but that show is actually sad this. haha. okay okay i'll shush. then played pool. with jared and J and brother. haha. i beat J, lost to francis and jared didnt manage too. he had to go home early. hahaa. till next time. then damn! 1B have this pet store called GF something. the puppies there are sooo totally cute! dayemn.

people got me got me question'in where is the love ?
everyone is advising me to forget about it and just forgive him. i'm like. yeah sure. i already did. it's okay,i'm okay. its a lesson. she's right. it's reality. i'll face it like a man. why should this pull me down ? i have better friends that can determine my future. nuff said :D

aights cheerios :D
the sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt :D

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Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

for some reason i keep listening to this song. smart this. i heard it from Norwegian Recycling. then i hear this song itself. haih. im really really sad man.

J, i try this to find the guy. i asking around this. don't worry man. have faith.
i bet something is gonna happen.

francis and i cari this J. jan kastau orang. haha. be strong brother!
oh well shiats. its the holiday. i wanna watch all the new movies now. before no more time. :p

aights cheerios D:

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woah woah. pablo francisco like the funniest dude ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgrMi7KgNW8&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cqnk60fW7_U&feature=related

watch them watch them !

anywayy, some bands nowadays makes weird songs. like there's this song with lyrics..
pineapple carrots, camera books, bill, water ?
oh hell no ! that just ruins everything. haha. which totally sucks. find this dude in youtube. SHANE DAWSON. his a comedian like FRED,kevjumba,mychonny,niggahiga, and all. they're all funny videos that they make on their own. totally awesome. and woah i guess i ticked someone off. well sorry. whatever la. i nvr ask you guys to like me anyway. so whatever you lay on me just do it. im not gonna do anything. for fuck's sake get over it.

friday gonna play football again. haih bru amos :D come bha. muahaha. :D

aights. cheerios :D

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holy crap ! why pmr so near already ? damn. why the dates so fast this ?

okai, starting with last saturday. it was lok yuk concert or music fest or something like that. the entrance dancing and pencaragam people were awesome. never in history our school would compare with those pencaragam people. we have like what. 18 people in the marching band ? haha. suck. and then there's a sort of gaduh that never really happen. im not so sure whats happening that time. i went blur. but they asked for my support. and i went out la

jan salah faham ah dudes. haha. we just wanna psycho you guys :p and agak agak la peeps. wanna confront mean confront. step up like how i step up on you last year with the darryl incident. and dude no wonder people likes you so much. yes i mean that in a most sarcastic way you can ever imagine. if you hated me since primary. why bother being friends ?

then today la. sunday i forgot already. today everyone is talking bout up there that. all i said was. jan kasitau orang. the whole day. i don't talk on peoples back. and my problem is my own problem. backstabbing is child's play. nda juga i jual nama orang. i'm gonna hold on to that now. never sell out on friends. still if someone is trying to sabo,why start there ? haha. whose to blame. i admit my mouth is a lil well you know,swear-able. oh well, believe what you wanna believe. no motive no reason no clue no idea no witness. i dont need you just as much you dont need me. then i went to parliment lasalle. PW menang this. haha. opposition can win this year. i hope. hehe.

okay okay. maybe i really dont like Malaysia but i love sabah. still i wanna persue my childhood dreams in travelling around the world. i know i cant be a football player. lawyer still got a lil chance. but i want to to travel. im not satisfied with where i am in life. haha.

aight then, cheerios peeps. :DD

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THEN SPREAD THE WORD. suruh them view my blog ! hahaha :D

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hello people :D
okay day by day my ankle feels like it wanna snap off. so pain this. okay practically this whole week was a holiday for my school right ? and i'm suppose to study for excel since we haven't sit for it. which i can never ever do. studying just really irritates me this. like how am i suppose to study with a headache. when i hear the word ' study ' i get headache. i cant stick stuff in my head no more. don't know why eh. i know i know studying is important. i can only study if there is someone to tutor me from the very beginning. which again comes to where my friends are smart-asses that couldn't teach a dump twat like me. seriously. copying also can get wrong. i only can stick to what i do best. lawan cakap/sports/something adventrous/risk taking events.

those are the only stuff i can do and remember. oh and well band songs. i love finding them. i guess not really much to type here. one whole week doing the same shit all over again. i need to get out ! and play futsal. home quaratine sucks. eww. i practically did this from monday.
wake up - brush teeth - online - eat - more eating - play xbox - online - watch tv - nap - eat - play football - talk with mum - mum scolds me cuz nvr study - eat - online - play xbox - sleep.

ohh-em-gee~ i hate being stuck like this at home ! i wanna go out ! shout on top of a hill. or the beach. or even the rocks at sutera. haha. i wanna take pictures. i wanna love someone. i wanna laugh a lot. i wanna hug unknown people for the fun of it. i wanna give money to the needy. i wanna support the environmental people. i wanna just jump in the air shout i love you world. i wanna kick football into the net so hard. let all the rage in me go. i just wanna get out of malaysia. travel around the world. especially paris. if i had the money i would so definetly bring jeremiah,cheryle,francis. holy crap. i need some air. haha :D

list of ' i wanna ' but we don't always get what we want right ? but those are my life goals. i will do em. no matter what. and well. being a lawyer too :)

quote :
make my day ! here's to the past ! i wanna escape this place ! here's to the days of the old !

aights cheerios ! :DD

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page 40 ey ? haha. thats fast. oh shit man. my toe bleed like hell today. i kick the football. blast la. trus darah. i scream. trus went to wash. haha. but it's okay. hmm nothing really much happen today. man my days in this whole one week suck like hell. im being quarantine at home. my mum's paranoid. i kinda wish i can drive now. i'll take the gang out and party the whole day. drink get drunk say stupid stuff. well done. haha. man i found like 32 new bands. but the one in the playlist is the one i found first. it's so fun to hear. haha.

yesterday i went out to dinner with jonross's parents. hoping much they would show. they i mean jonross and the lil bro. but they didn't. so i chat with his mum and dad. and my mum and dad. and francis. they're fun. but the food. 0. not nice. hahaha. it's nice at first. but then eww. naah. haha. oh its korean food btw. i still prefer the korean restorant in api api center. near kk toys. sedap this the food there. haha. went to tuition today. met patrick joshua and jordan. they're fun people to hang with. sms sms sms only i. since the one week holiday all i can do is football,online,xbox,sms. sms tia kalah la with the rest cuz i sms more than i breath. haha.

abraham your like the brother i never had. thanks dude for like being there everytime. and giving fullstops in everywhere i go and everything i do. eventhough i never listen. STILL. dude your the best. and i still wanna ulu darryl. cuz his black and all. not racist but his funny. haha.

curses to all the unwanted visions. that goes to every single one of em'. D:
maybe i was born to learn life. i'm so cut out to be a lawyer. *prasan*
that is so my life dream now. though i never show it. but i certainly love law.

aights ! Cheerios !

p/s : J i want photoshoot too! D:

I would take it back in a heartbeat.
I know this. I'm lost without you.
I can't got back. cuz I need to be the one you're saving.
Sunday's best we're never perfect and my regrets could never surface. :D

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my current band la that on top. hahaha. smart this the song and voice and the meaning. hahaha. francis is not talking to me again. don't know don't care why la. so yesterday i was watching Bridge To Terabithia and well so sad la that show. i cried this. pukindet. hahaha. like the bestfriend die like OH C'MON ! shit. just because didn't bring her along ? damn. the director has issues. haha. i'm no longer sick. not anymore. still taking medicine. awesomeness. then i watch horton hears a who ? hahaha. damn syok la that show. laugh a lot. and it's kinda sad also. i'm emotional. haha :D but but but the elephant cool.

eh eh eh wait. something really really funny happen! :D okokay. i went to see the doctors a few days back. so as soon as i entered the clinic. i trus go the toliet la. so the tempat to squat dirty. oh btw i wanna shit la that time. so i clean berabis la. sampai not wet anymore. so i squat down. WANTED to shit... until... a lady holding her baby open the door. i locked the door ! but how ? hmm :p then no way to cover already la kan. all i did was... thumbs up. haha. she saw EVERYTHING. :/ and maybe the baby also. i mean EVERYTHING. try asking a guy to squat down and his pant and boxer/underwear open. awesome.

oh well. nothing else. i text with sonia about amos yesterday. amos you whore in your school ah. hahaha :D wanna meet you guys again la. hahaha miss you and rav much now. well maybe no raveen but yeah you. FYI his afraid of beatle. my classmates and i made him cry over a beatle last time in sacred heart. hehe. don't kill me. wait you can't :p

damn awal pagi i found so many bands. awesomeness. gonna rate them soon. haha :DD
and now i gotta study. dunno how but i gotta try. PMR i hate you.. you.. you piece of paper. fff you.

well it's been like a week now you studied

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again D:

aight then. cheerios :D

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omg.
school has been closed down. kinda freaky cause i kinda have fever. shit.

did absolutely nothing today. sms sms with people only. haiz. sometimes i wish she was you. haha. but but but. after i ate panadol i okay trus. maybe normal maybe not. mum worried sick. haiz. not my thing eh. im not used gettin sick anyway.

anyway, short post today again people dont really have much energy. haha. waps.

aights cheerios :DD

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damn i'm bald.
damn i'm piss.
damn i'm hurt.
damn i'm sick of it.
love be damn !

i don't want an explanation, there's nothing i could say to you.
cause yesterday you wreck my life.

anyway, i watched my hair fall so fast. i am god damn bald ! hehe :D

aights cheerios :((

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the most memoriable post ever in my life.

i will never forget how our team played. i will never forget how we shed tears. i will never forget the scored. i will never forget the good times. i will never forget how gay we were. i will never forget how freak out we were. but mostly i will never forget how together we were.

azfar,adza,jayjay,jared,bryan,shafie,oliver,albert,syahmi
didi,pangiran,gusti,thom,viely,azlizan


Day 1
we set up things in school. we brought everything our tooth brush and toiletries clothes and all. then suddenly two of our member got dropped. at the very last second. punya la ! our teachers in charge of our football team did nothing. scared again that. the rest of us went to ask why. they say got case. i went like wtf ? because i know that case and and and it's close ! for like over a month already. this really really pulled me down. not only me actually. it pulled the whole team down. haih. but we got into the school VAN. suckish. there's two of em'. other schools got huge buses. punya kin malu. the dude drove to membakut for at least 3 hours ? about that la. first time went up on a ferry ! hahaha. so fun the first time la. but the food in the expensive like hell ! got aircon inside the place. so fun this. got tv again. apocolypeto the movie first first. hahaha. i sat with viely. budu oh that guy. but funny also la. his sarcasm. many Maktab Sabah,All Saint,Stella Maris, people. the girls there boleh tahan la. lek ah baby :D hahaha. then about 3 hours again we reach LABUAN. first time there also. effing empty la that place. but chocolate heaven ! damn. hahaha. and liquor and all la. got down from the ferry i brought this huge bag. haha. lazy wanna wash baju and stuff. we went to the hostel. Sekolah Menengah Sains. damn keras man that place. means got a lot of ghost like that la. because that place used to be the jepun war place like that. and behind that school. a graveyard for those died in the war. punya la. we set our bags, pick a bed. i pick on top ! haha. then we found out that we place all of the players stayed was empty before and no one stayed there cause the place keras la. no fan again that. then around 4 like that went to train at the field. haha. train train train. around 6 like that bath then go eat dinner. super suck. hahaha. bida eh the food. ish. then 10 + went to berjudi. hahaha ! then 2 like that sleep.

Day 2
woke up early in the morning. bout 4. cause gusti woke us up. " wui bangun bangun bangun suma! hari ini kita ada satu matlamat! cepat cepat cepat pi mandi! bernard bangun sblum pangiran amput ko. " i trus wake up eh. pangiran you gay whore :D hahaha. no la jkjk. but he really said that. hahaha. then then then eat breakfast which also suck. 7.30 the match against Maktab Sabah. we lost 3-0. it's bad. hahaha. we all played okay. but i hurt my left ankle again. still pain till now. but can walk la. need to check it though. tomorrow maybe. cause the ankle bone like lost this. hahaha. it looks flat now. haha XD kinda hard la wanna play with them since they have a coach and all our teacher suck never say or do anything. end of the match. bryan azlizan oliver injured. but only byran cannot play. the other two tahan la. then finish. bath. sleep. then afternoon went to UK. i thought smart gila babi. sekali punya bida. empty bha the shopping mall. played bowling la. that was fun. and and and i ate 1901. hahaha. along with azfar and adza. viely and shafie went to buy drinks at giant. byran played bowling with the teachers. i beat all of em with 127 points. hahaha. shafie wanna challenge me. he got 78 only. hahaha. byran got 99. adza got 40. first timer. hahaha. his the youngest btw. form 2. i bought 10 reload cause i wanna call Lucynda. sms sms with her and mum first. both both also worried about me :D i love you guys. hahaha. then dinner suck. hahaha. normal. then i call baby talked about 45 minutes. then berjudi and minum minum JD + Cola. then sleep. hahaha.

Day 3
woke up around 4 again cause of gusti. same shit. " bangun bangun bangun woi suma ! cepat ari ni kita ada satu matlamat lagi. kasi kalah st anthony " if we lost to that school we out trus. 7.30 again the match. the hostel like jail oh! anyway. we beat st.anthony 3-1. hahaha i make a penalty. hahaha. then jay jay took it and score. bryan since his not playing he become our coach bagus also. first timer win already. hahaha. we become really happy. hahaha. all saint and maktab went to the final. those two school nda be-ngam punya. so our match our 3-4th placing was in the evening. we lost 4-0. jan kasitau orang. eseh skill si gusti. hahaha damn funny man him. haih, that lost also cause we didn't get enough rest. oh well. we did our best. then at went back around 5 like that. MANDI PANTAI ! with the all saints girls watching us. did so many embarassing stuff. hahaha. pangiran naked almost la. but in the dorm he always naked la. satu hati bha. naked naked la like this. hahaha. i didn't ah. so gay but member member la. hahaha. at night played basketball. with the pekerja pekerja. and then DAMN! we saw what we presume balan2. bryan use the football to play basketball then he kick it hard la. it went to the dark dark area. then thom big kan he not scared so he went la. i was talking to gusti and jared. thom ask bryan where. then three of us look at thom. bryan was alrady looking at him. then suddenly got two light. we all 5 hairan. we turn and look back. no light. look left no car. look up no lightning. then thom say. " wui apa tu ? npa ada dua ? " trus we all 5 run. gila punya scary! adui. then talk talk with the all saint girls the all also saw inside and outside their dorm. damn scary this. hahaha. then wanted to berjudi but raining heavy suddenly. then i lost my jersey there. ish. 4 of us did. then then no current gila my phobia trus happen bha. dark isolated place shitness. slept with azfar. hahaha ! :D ngam ngam the night we saw hantu again that. then 1 something sleep. oh oh oh btw that place so hard to find plug to charge eh. sudah izzal's phone yang i borrow cepat habis battery. gila babi tul.

Day 4.
nothing really much happen lo. we went to watch the final at the Labuan Stadium Maktab and All Saint. All Saint won and going to Pahang next month. they won 1-0. Adam scored. fast man that guy. haha. the eat eat eat eat. after that went to buy chocolate for everyone. hahaha. bought myself a vodka. drink drink drink. hahaha no effect -.- thom got drunk dunno what he drink. with didi la. then hung out with stella girls before going in the ferry. went inside hung out with stella girls and all saint girls. oh before that the whole team eat at KFC. hahaha. i minta tolong the abang in the ferry to charge my phone. dapat also la. haha. then 50m before port. the ferry's engine rosak. we got stuck. for 19 minutes. i counted. hahaha. i was outside the whole time. then went to van sing sing sing. i start bha. then eveyone sleep cept me and viely and syahmi. reach La Salle school and go home the end :D

man this experience man fun eh. i went to labuan to play football. we had our ups and downs. but no matter what. we did our very best. next year just you wait i'll improve. hahaha. i'm warning you guys XD hahaha. but but oh well i love you guys. i love mummy. i love lucynda.

now im back finally internet. but now gotta study. PMR near this. fuck.
aights then.

CHEERIOS PEOPLE OF LABUAN.
CHEERIOS FOOTBALL PLAYERS.
cheerios readers.
:DDDDDDD

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those yang read this post before. sshhh :D
cuz oh well. im just gonna shut it. :)

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well well. 7k. hahaha. what more can i say ? i made a lot of new friends. farahyn was one of em. she's really scary. haha. right baby ? suddenly come and wanna berkenalan. baby baby baby. your so sad today. and mad. and angry. and looking at me differently. but but but. i don't wanna rub this in your face but i told you so :D God i love you. haha. well i saw zeda today she didn't layan me earlier until i was with peaches. and i saw my bestfriends girlfriends. they're awesome. the DLNYs. haha. awesome couple of friends. i ran as fast as i could. hahaha. it went like zoom ! cause i ran with my mp3 today and i hear emo songs this straight away no mood to run. until i reached the first 100 plus checkpoint that's when i heard " beat it by FOB " haha. trus steam. ran like a mad person. i when and salam everyone i know today.

BABY! throw it away ! forget yesterday !
hehe. we talked out of it. we let our heart out. we spoke for hours. until zeda asked me " why joey ? " i went like oh well. haha. and lola i know you read my blog already. haha. " when's page 34 ? " i remember that and i cant even remember what page i am in actually. and awww to jordan and najwa. sweetness. nadira and qila lil sis i love you guys. hehe. oh oh i even met olivia michelle gomes. god i miss her so much. so long no see pal. haha. russell and amalina cool. iffa and mamat not yet. jordan and najwa sweet. darryl and his lil brother cute. abraham with two girls everytime err weird. khairul and shukran gay. me and lucynda kickass and romantic! eseh :D

IZZAL YOU BISH ! how's the match la ? man i miss you dude. 3 days already oh we never talked. hahahaha. where the hell are you now ? ManUtd scored the first goal that's all i know this. rooney bha. seh :D i met some other few people but i usually see them so nvm. gregies walked with his friend. hahaha. olivia suck in bowling. hehe. wesley so gay. and and and aaron cewe that. so bad oh you.

i love you LUCYNDA :DD

aight peeps. fucking happy cheerios :D

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hmm, my life nearly skip yesterday. sorry everyone i didn't paid any attention to you guys. i suddenly had a blast from the past. and well i was tired at night. been feeling like shit early in the morning. somemore i was hearing people's confession bout love and stuff. i feel so sad that i did what i did last time. well, this saturday is gonna be the anniversary i guess. not the date but the event. seriously feel like shit and like i wanna punch something so hard that UGH ! now actually no mood to type anything. i am so down. plus the piano song is sad which makes my life more miserable. as long as i have her i think i can make it. holding on isn't hard. but what i've let go wasn't easy. maybe sometimes when life turns to the other side, i'll see the better side of it. i cant concentrate at all. i 've been writing scribbles of names everywhere. plus when i wrote my title for my malay essay it went something like this " tuliskan sebuah karangan jenis cereka yang bermula dengan *something*. karangan anda tidak hadir i loved her " my mind is so disturbed. maybe it's mamat putting the song " paranoid by JB " in my head. but no. i know the reason. i've never been so miserable this year butt why start now ? i wish i get accepted by the singapore scholarship so i'll leave next year and study there. but that would make me miss everyone here.

i know living life to the fullest isn't easy. i know that sometimes we have to let somethings go. i told my best dude in the whole world this advise when he needed it. i told everyone advises when they needed it. but now i need advise. i need a really good one. i am such a hipocrit. i tell but i can't do anything myself. i hate being in a situation where everyone wants to take care of me. i hate to be in a situation where i am the attention besides with my friends telling stories and/or jokes. maybe sometimes i need tell my friends ? to me they won't understand whats in my mind and heart. they won't. but how will i know if i never try ? i have a reasonable reason for that and that would be i don't want them to talk and pity me and care for me. remember the saying ? '' respect yourself is you want others to respect you ? '' or even '' don't do to others if you don't want others to do onto you ? '' try mixing them together see what you get. i find it hard to gain respect. i never did anything bad to my friends but i still get what i got. well thats so negative of me now. i never knew whats it like to be like this again. it's been like 7 months since i ever became this sad and down. yesterday was so dreadful. i didn't eat. i ate but not a lot. just to cover up my actions. so that my parents won't ask anything. i guess life is really pulling me down.

ever since we were separated i thought we could be together once more. it has been two years and i still can't forget you. wheater i like it or not people still talks about us. wheater it's bad or not i couldn't care less. i help you with your life. to get back what you wanted. ever thought what was on my mind on that very moment ? if it was envy a little. if it was the " why the hell me ? " feeling a little too. but it was more of the " what does he have that i don't " feeling that struck me that very moment. i know it's so late for me to release this feeling in my heart but i did what my heart wanted me to do for such a long time ago. how long would it take me for you to realize ? i've made bad mistakes. i've even make you cry. i've even see you cry. but never once i've heard you seek help and randomly ask, '' hey how are you ? " or " hey i heard blah blah blah " or whatever. i guess that feeling in you is really gone. till our forever meets no end. that ' end ' in you has come i guess. i always told my friends that we're so close , that we share secrets, that we even talk on the phone sometimes. am i just obsess ? am i just overprotective ? i'd lie and it's true. but i never told you that i love you unsincerely. many people knows your still here with me. many people keeps reminding me of you. many people called me stupid for doing so many bad things to you. i agree to all of them. no matter what. NO MATTER WHAT. i'll never keep my hopes down. White Chess if your reading this. please don't follow my footsteps. please dont follow bad stuffs i did and regreted.

Baby Peaches i'm so sorry you have to read this.
i just really need to let this off my chest. Izzal didn't come to school. he go watch ManUtd.
i love you baby :(

aight not-so-cheerios.

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one thing i gotta say is.
LABUAN.

hahahahahahaha. Seriously cant wait already this. My legs wanna kick balls now. Darryl already kena. Halim since primary school kena. Izzal hard cuz he fat. Mamat kena everyday. Nabil gay i don't dare. Abraham lagi la. Daryl too innocent. Greg too cool. Jordan also gay. Patrick different class. Russell too far. Joshua too ugly. Jazswuin just masuk our gang. Shukran might kick me back. Pritchard likes me. Valentine too fast. Aaron too tall. Kieran scary talk about game only later. Dalton later don't sell me a player. Nigel umm dunno. Abel so weird. Sheldon emo later. Edwin too cool for school. Vinoun later kena force again.

Those are my gang la. Got more but not that close in school. So today went to training football again. Almost kena injured. Almost scored. Still menyesal i didn't push the ball any forward. Could have ran pass the defence. But NOOOO. Budu punya kaki. I wanna wakil Sabah. Ish. Gotta up my standard. Great more work to do.

Dude up there, why am i so lazy ? and and and stupid ? i suck in studies eh. I wish i copy this. but it's Pmr year. Almost got last in class. Smart kan ?

i wish i got pictures of me playing football this. And more pictures to upload in my Blog. So dull this. HAHAHA. great.

Hmm, Peaches :D
ik hou van jou :D

smell you later guys
aight cheerios :DD

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well well well, today was splendid. PMR seminar was a blast. But still some parts were boring. It's a seminar for Christ's sake. So anyway, I love this song now. Haha. So fast change. The seminar like fun cause me and izzal and mamat made it fun. Haha. Laughing all the way. We answered the people more. Plus, we're la sallians who cares' ? Okay la. short post today.

Cheerios :D

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so, hitpissfuckcuntcocksuckermotherfuckertitsfartturdandtwat :D

I seriously need to like calm down ,take a deep breath,play football and drink lots of water. Recently i am been so tired this. Till the extend i thought i had H1N1. What would happen if i die ? Ever wonder about that ? I mean if you die :D

If i die, i want it to be super dramatic like sacrificing my life for the person i love. Like mum or dad, or a girlfriend.

SCENE ONE. annnndddddd ACTION!

One fine day, my girlfriend and I had plan to go for a date. We went to this unique restaurant near the city. My brought her with my car. A lousy one but comfy. So we got ourselves comfortable in the diner and ordered our food. Suddenly, a dude came in the diner looking really suspicious as if he wanted to rob the diner. I stood up, walked to the toilet. As soon as i close shut my toilet door. I heard a loud bang. Sounded like a gunshot. I ran outside. The suspicious dude was lying on the floor. Dead. I quickly find my girlfriend. But she was no where to be found. I ran outside. There she was. Hiding behind the car. I stood still breathing air of reliefness. I started searching for the culprit. But no one seems to be holding a gun or look like someone's holding a gun. I assume the gunner has ran away. I call the ambulance by the nearest payphone. Everyone was save. My dad was there because his a police officer. I walk outside the diner. Assuring everythings fine. Suddenly i felt like a gun on my back. Then BANG. The gunner was there after all.

aight aight...

SCENE 2. aaaannnddddd ACTION!

It was a gun fight. I held my pistol(sounds wrong) and aim at the enemy. I shoot like a mad person. Loosing all my accuaracy. I was scared. Im only 15. I look around. The robbers in the bank hold many people for ransom. I was there because my mum is one of the ransom people. Then the officers tried talking to the robbers. I sneak into the bank. I slowly tip-toe into the vault where the hostages were kept hostage. I open the vault. Release them from the chains their in. I release my mum's one first. I step outside. Looked left to right. Brought everyone out the back door. The robbers heard something. They started to check the vault. The ran towards all of us. I ran with my mum as fast i could. Nearly outside. They shot some of us. A lil girl was caught. They rest of the hostage managed to escape. I stop and turn back. Let go of my mum's hand. When i mum went out then started to realize that i'm gone. It was a panic situation. I went back for the girl. The leader of the robber said " it's either you or this lil girl. Your call " i slowly put my hand behind where i kept my gun. Took it and pop it. Directly kill the man. The lil girl ran towards me. We ran towards the door. Bending down from all the shooting the robbers shot. We got outside, then is stop and the lil girl pulled me. I said " go go go ! " At the entrance of the door. I stop. Everyone starlted. I fell to my knee and tears began to rolled out. Blood start dripping. Then BANG! again. Someone was behind me.

HAHAHA. Man that's so sad. When i die, i don't want anyone there just my family. Damn, i need to play sports now. But what happen's if i'm moving away ? Far far away from here. Lagila i don't wanna tell people. Haha. Oh well, Francis made a blog that looked exactly like mine. So weird. Haha XD

Suddenly kan, I love Peaches this. It's so sweet. And juicy and lovely. HAHA. It's a fruit but still. Sushi yummy :D

Aight then cheeriosss :DDD