Sunday, June 28, 2009

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hello again readers.

Well,nothing really much happen today. My usual Sundays. But i didn't go to sunday class today. Sorry Pat. But i went to Likas Servay though. Bought like... stuffs. Hmm, looking forward for 4th-3rd placing Fifa Confederations Cup 09 Spain v.s South Africa and Final Brazil v.s USA.
Damn eh. I so much wanted Spain to go to the Finals. Lucky USA. HMPH! And Daryl found this awesome dude. He sings covers of other songs. Don't know how he manage. But the dude's voice nice. I want awesome voice :( here's the dude's link. His name is... Ctrlaltrock ? Haha.
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=E9FEC01FE8E3489B

Had a long chat wtih Lucynda again. And hey hey ! Congrats to someone.

When i have dates with my ex's i dont usually play the guitar or piano or any other instruments because well, i dont know how to play any instruments. So the only way to express my love in music is to find songs. Well that's what i do. Francis got me to do this. I love pop/rock and power/pop. Anyway, so i suddenly found this playlist which is my current blog song. It was meant for Lucynda. I seriously had a really hard time finding that song. I sing that song everytime I'm away from her. I guess anyone who likes that song can sing la. Now it's just a song :/ but that's okay.

My ankle hurts suddenly again. My stiches seems okay but inside is in pain. I scared it's gonna tear this. That's not possible right ? shit.

Okay i guess i gotta go now. Damn NOVEMBER is getting so close :'(
Im more scared of that month than PMR month. Hmm :'(

Aights ya'll Cheerios :D


Saturday, June 27, 2009

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Welcome back !

YOU KNOW...


i have feelings you know ? Dude, i seriously do not care about you talking behind my back. And Dudette i don't mind you not telling me anything anymore. But still I'm no robot. If you liked me before, if you like me now. I'll tell you honestly. i'm gonna end it anyway. Maybe it's me or can you feel this,it's killing me just to know
I'm telling you now just be straight with me,And don't say i told you so.It's so disappointing. I hope you won't hate other people just cause they helped me.So don't come back and pretend to tell me with those nights you had with your made up stories. For God's sake, this life doesn't end here. Don't be over dramatic. Yes you can go find your soulmate. Yes you can find love. So be proud of it. Why be afraid of people knowing ? Why be afraid of people get hurt ? The worst that could happen is you have to explain that's it. Risk it. That's life. Just tell me if i'm wrong or right. Don't lie because i know that's what everyone does. C'mon tell me what you really want to say ? A sign. Tell the truth just what you really mean.I pity those who have helped me. Thats the reason why i hate people helping me. i'm sorry.

Tribute to my family :
Jeremiah ! Thanks for your hospitallity. The waters good ! Your the bestfriend anyone would want to have dude.
Cher
yle ! Share again la our life. Haha. Awesome to talk too. You guys are the best neighbours.
Lucynda ! Bitch your great.

Anyway, I didn't bring any books to school today. I left my bag in J's place. I called J. Turns out he went out ealier. So i went to school survive. The wrath of '' The Malina". Teacher, i'm acting nice to you. I'm sorry but i don't feel bad. I know you are too. I actually was looking forward for school. Because im going to the beach to meet Lucynda. Her most favourite place on earth. So we met and talk for a long time. Like old times. Bought Rm9 of fruits. Man i love mango. Seriously, who doesn't ?

So anyway, the song in my profile totally suits me when i broke up with Cecilia. Because she left me a note instead of telling me in person. I guess she was really shy. Ever since this 4th broke up, i learnt a lot. And since last year's stay in KL. I learnt a lot too. Damn, living life the fullest aint easy. Damn, I'm so hungry. Recently i kept on eating a lot. But i cant grow. Stupid body. I wanna be buff and tall. Well that dream's over.

I might go to Labuan for football. If i maintain going training. But it's kinda hard because i have PMR this year. But i love football. How this ? Hmm. Nah,forget about it.

Urmumsuckmydick. What the fuck is wrong with you ? You like my brother is it ? Effing gay right ? If you wanna reply. Meet me in La Salle Junoir Campus. 1.15pm. Monday. 29.06.09. Outside. I'll be waiting also that. I ain't afraid of ya. Whoever you are. Don't be shy. Just come. You insult my brother. Big mistake. You insult me i can understand. You insult my brother and your mention my dad. Your good as dead. Meet me;don't be such a pussy.

Great, Go:Audio your my current favourite band.

Members :

James Matthews
Josh Wilkinson
Zack Wilkinson
Andy Booth

Genre : Poprock

Man they are awesome. Hmm, nothing much now to do at home. Tomorrow suppose to join a competition but i don't have a team plus im lazy. I just wanna tell all those who don't seem to like talking to me or just practically don't wanna talk to me. Well, sorry and byebye.

Worst thing that could happen for now is your not telling me anything at all :|

( you know who you are )

Aights. Cheerios people. Umm. Take care.

Current addiction : Go:Audio - She left me.

News : I change my font oh. Haha :)






Wednesday, June 24, 2009

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band : ????
title : ????

I'm, staying in tonight
Watching T.V by myself
'Cause yesterday my girlfriend wrecked my life
I don't want to explain
There's nothing I can say to you
All I got is this one note she left me

It says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me

She's, enrolled in the marines
I try to see her most weekends
But in all honesty she's never allowed leave

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway
The reason's I don't have a clue
This could easily happen to you
And then you'll know just what it's like

She says that she's not coming back
Not now, not then
Next year or ever
If one more person asks me why
I'll try to lie
And then

I will say
She got herself arrested
Got ten years locked away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway

And I could say
She did a bungee jump, rope snapped
She passed away
But that's okay
'Cause the honest truth
I was gonna end it anyway


I'll make up anything yeah, truthfully
So no one finds out she left me


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people people XD

Once again. I hate my English Teacher. Oh did i mention i hate my English Teacher ? I hate my English Teacher. Whose my English Teacher ? MALINA. Main bida her muka. Trip again.

Anyways...
I so so love drama. Man so many things are happening in life. Like totally eh. People who loves people who loves the people that loves people from the last time people whoom loves all the people. No sense right ? But so true. If can make like a sainstific food chain can that. Sekunder and shit.
But i'm gonna masuk campur. Forget about love. A sign of genuine faith is faith that needs no sign. I live by one rule and one rule that cant be broken. OBEY GOD. Though many things i have done wrong but never stop trusting that Dude. So yeah. Love him. Cause when it comes down right to the very vary end... The person you so called love... doenst seems to love you.


Like this song...

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

or like this song...

dont come back and pretend to tell me
the night you've had with your made up stories
I was there but you didnt see me
there you were and the floor was empty
you and him getting more than friendly
it was just a kiss
but I could see you meant it

But seriously the song nice la. Haha. :D
My troat hurts D:

Take this as a lesson. You know who you are. Nothing matters most other than family la.
PMR near and im freaking out. Holy Shit. Gotta prove my parents. SOMEONE TEACH EH. I suck in math,history,geo. Damn.

Aights not-so-cheerios. XD

"the saddest thing for me
was I trusted you yeah
endlessly so now
the innocence you played
just go save it for the other guy i seen. "

Monday, June 22, 2009

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heyo~

okay in school today nothing happen. But my side of the table group made the most noise the usual. We went to library early early after assembly. Izzal,Mamat,Darryl and I were playing behind the shelves till the kerani saw us play and thought Izzal threw a book. I laugh and then look serious to cover cover. The teacher called me and ask me if Izzal threw the book. I said no la. Then she's like. " lain kali jan buat lae. " We were like... Like thats gonna stop us. So went back to class. Talk a lot of Soccermanager. Oh ya ! It's Jordan's birthday today ! I wet him with water and kena the paper paper yang tape on the wall. Tomorrow confirm kena tiao by class teacher. Ever happen bha that's why. So i'm ready la. HAHA.

LOVE LIFE. >.<

Oh fuck that. I don't really care anymore. One second you'll be telling the what "SPECIAL SOMEONE " what you feel and get the same response i'll be like YAY. But later EVERYTHING GETS SCREWED UP. So fuck it. Love is such a beautiful thing. Everyone deserves a special someone. And sometimes that special someone is really right under your nose. Not literally. But get the point. The best way to let someone love you is to show the real you. What you have inside. Not trying to impress the dude or dudette. Asking advise is okay but when it comes down right to the very end... you'll realize it's no use and things has to be done by yourself. Your own words,your own thoughts. No dilemma dilemma. You cant love two person or three people at the same time. Well, you gotta choose la. Risk always has to be taken. Risk is followed right behind you. It's everywhere and it's at everything you do. No matter how simple or not. You can't buy love and you can't win love. That's what makes it so beautiful to me. Oh well, fuck that.
But seriously, i realize everyone is loving the same people ? what a small world.

TAIKO JOEY.

Saturday la wui. Don't forget. We jump jump run run take pictures. HAHA. Remember!You are my bitch and im your... bitch too :b

GAHHHH SPAIN~

If there are any other country better the Spain, I'd cry now and die. No la. Sehh~ God i love football. HAHA. PSYCHO >< Yes, Spain is my fav country for football. They got good quality players bha. And both my fav player are in it too! :p




This is a old picture la. not the updated Spanish Squad. Dont have lots of players and a lot yang change numbers.

DAVID VILLA my idola. I love the way he plays and his current hair nice and Fabregas. HAHA.
TORRES my fav player. Skillful and one in a million sort of player. I wish i could play good :{
Also old pic.


OH WELL -.- CHEERIOS!

current mood : hapay.
current fav song : AAR - straightjacket feeling. REMINDS ME LOT OF STUFF ni. fcuk.
current hair : SHORT hahaha. cut shorter bha. Wanna trip David Villa's new hair.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

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well hello,

YESTERDAY YESTERDAY.




My brothers and i wanted to watch a late night movie bha. And we wanted to watch a comedy or action movie. So we went to Cathay,1b and Gsc. All don't have. Got movie la but the melayu melayu punya. We don't watch those. So in GSC, we HAD to choose this movie. COMING SOON. The story is effing scary. Like i think it's the moment that makes it scarier. The movie is about a person that watch the movie in the cinema and is haunted by that ^ women. Watch it la. Spoiler later. So anyway there was a scene they were in the cinema. And we were alone. NO ONE WAS THERE. Only four of us. + Kenneth's friend. Oh there were some cina-bengs sitting donwstairs. Whatever la. FREAKAY~ After the movie. Our car pancit. Kenneth change it. And notice most of the cars are also pancit. Trus he know people yang buat. Me and Francis like COMING SOON is happening. Still kinda freak out. If i find out who did it kan... i tell the police :p

YESTERDAY.

Hmm went to 1B for a competition la. Izzal,Mamat and I weren't expecting to win at least the first round also bha. Suddenly win. HAHA. We were the noisest over there. Until kena sound.

Bitch : We can hear you from thaaaaaaaat side you know ?!
Izzal : Ah ?! btul bha ?
Bernard : Oh okay. Sorry.
Mamat : Oh bha.

So we totally shut her up. Then at night. Had a 10 minutes call with Bubbles. First time got Bubbles yang sad. So cheered her up but no use -.-||. Then i heard News. Bring it on. HAHA. I'm not afraid. I had reason to do so. I aint no playa. You are. Not you. But you. Pandai pandai la. No la. I'm not gonna continue this shit. Cause wrting it here is so childish. When you wanna meet ? set lo.

and TODAY.

HAPPY DADDAY DAY ! All about dad la today. Will go out soon i think. So maybe won't be online-ing. Hmm, still hungry eh. Da-yemm~ Everybody so jiwang.

current song : jasey rae - all time low

AIGHTS ya'll cheerios >:p

Thursday, June 18, 2009

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heyo~
so today in school got nothing really happen. I know i sakit hati la. My english get 79. -.-|| Like c'mon Teach, seriously 6.5 ?! What the hell is that ? Who gives 6.5 to a student ? Like totally somethings wrong with you. YES your MALINA. Budu. HAHA. Did kerja kayu today. Syok berabis la. Kena give extra kayu then me and my friend start shouting " KAYU WUI KAYU !! ". Not my fault :p

PJ.

Finally get to play football on the big field again. Yesterday watch Spain vs Iraq. So today we play with Spainish names. I got Sanchez David Villa. Hell yeah. My fav bha that. I didn't score had two chances but didn't make the most of it. I got assist but yeah whatever. Jordan you whore never pass. Haha. Don't tell him. Seh~

FINISH SCHOOL.

Today i brought my phone to school cause my elder brother Kenneth told me too. He said he ask someone to give me a package or what not. Then I call and sms this unknown number. Darryl and i got freak out. Actually me only la but get the point. Then i call call and sms sms this dude la. IT said IT was in the canteen. I walk there EXPECTING like girl la. Then only got old lady. Wouldn't be her. Even if her won't go near her also. HAHA. No bha. Seh~ Then Darryl and i were like " Let's just go up la. " So when we got into our class. IT sms me. IT said, " Why keep going up and down up and down ? ". I went like HOLY SHIT. Darryl said i had a stalker. Then i went down skali. IT was Kenneth bha ! HAHA. So happy to see him eh. Long time no see. He stays in KL. That's why. Then talk talk talk surprise Francis when he came to junoir blok. Then surprise Dad in the car. Then surprise Mum at home :p Man i love my Family :DDD

Aights Cheerios :D

current mood : effing happy :D

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

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hello agains.
The other day my neighbors and i went to Citymall to help my dad to something. Then we got kinda bored so we took pictures like everywhere in Citymall. We took took pictures till like malam people were looking at us. HAHA. Oh well. But yang paling syok la. SUSHI KING.
Im addicted to sushi. Like totally. I love eating sushi. They're like heaven. J was the photographer. CHECK OUT HIS BLOG smart that. I'm promoting him >.<
F.Y.I : no edits though


Then the other day again. We took pictures outside my house and my neighbors apperently. HAHA. I think it's after the Citymall thingi. Not sure when. It was fun. Our themes was. ARMY.
So i pinjam Francis punya shirt. Yang fit fit berabis. And took our toy gun. It's nice. Hahaha. Then got bored again. Haha. That night J wore his Original Liv Jersey. I got jealous. Sial you J. Kena suruh kasih batak my tangan but nothing happen -.-"
F.Y.I : no edits also nice already bha.







HAHA. So so so, yesterday none update cause no mood. Super hungry again. I've been hungry all the time now a days. Sms sms sms, call call call,talk talk talk,laugh laugh laugh the usual.

TUITION

Something so weird yet funny happen. Joshua was lying down on SOMEONE's leg la. On the comfy chair. It look so tempting la. So like.. umm, I jump on joshua tummy. His big big big yet funyy guy. And fat. Handsome that mau ? Single that -.-" Then Joshua starting laughing like a girl. But nevermind. HAHA. Freak.

NICKNAMES.

Yesterday i gave nicknames to peoplel la. Umm, first was Darryl. He got MARK FAN. Haha. It happen like when, Izzal,Mamat and I were PRIVATE talking la.

Bernard : DARRYL what the hell are you doing here ?! * the phycho face *
Izzal : Yeah ! You should be with MARK.
Mamat : cuci kereta cuci kereta ! -.-"
Darryl : *sad face*
Bernard : Mark Fan Mark Fan.
Darryl : I dont like Mark. Haha. Why him?
Izzal : Pfft... Cause your a Mark Fan.

Then wala. Oh then there is Glue but change to Bubbles -.-


Oh, oh, oh and i didn't go school today. Yay ! I was sick bha. Daryl is so gonna kill me. But oh well, wonder what happen today. Haiz. But Tmr PJ, F yeah !

Aights. Cherrios !

current song addiction : Black Or White - Adam Lambert

Monday, June 15, 2009

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Hello agains~
Today in school effing boring. Well here how it went. Don't laugh.

7am
Went to perhimpunan half dead. Can't really stand eh. My head pening-ness hasn't worn off yet. My friends were laughing cause' i was looking weird and funneh.

8am
Came back from perhimpunan to class. Everyone looked dead also la. Izzal and I are table buddies. We were suppose to do this english project but we never do. Lucky thing not today have to perform in class. Then teacher said, " English paper give back on Wednesday. I ter-teriak, " WHY ?!". Then Izzal and the gang laugh. Haha.

9am
TOTAL blur-ness. Got Sejarah and BM paper back. Haha. i got 62 and 84. Effing happay~
Sleep. Didn't go recess.

10am
Talk to Greg and Bram about IUDAY until recess is over.

11am
Sleep

12pm
Stop sleeping for a while. Then continue (cause teacher marah)
Maths period was weird i went all like. " Woah, whats going on ? " i felt so weak la. I slept in Izzal's thigh. CAUSE HIS FAT. Haha.

1pm
Went downstairs to talk american idol again. I still think Adam deserve winning la. My opinion :p
And now i think Adam's ' No bounderies ' rocks. Well hear it for yourself. Which one suits you ? In Chatbox XD. Then i order food ngam ngam the food came out Joshua's dad suddenly came. Haha. Ate my nasi goreng in Uncle's car. Sedapp.


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ALEYH
You sleep awal yesterday ! :p

Aights Cheerios :D

Sunday, June 14, 2009

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IU DAY

IU day was awesome. I hung out with Aleyh,Jane,My neighbour,Daryl,Wesley,Lucynda,Jared and many many more la.Okay starting starting i went to church first with Patrick.Then finish sunday school i went to parish la. The usual place we hang around. Then later part i saw Austen and the PEOPLE la. She dont even dare to look at me. How pathetic. Then Daryl pick me up at a Bus Stop near HASIL BUILDING.Then i went to CP with them.

IN CENTER

Hmm. I met Cheryl and hung out with her for a while. I watch DRAG ME TO HELL with Aleyh damn scary. Haiz. Kinda lazy wanna post la bout everything. I know it fun if you guys were there

ALEYH !!

i win ah the dont sleep competition. REMEMBER WHAT YOU HUTANG ME ! hehe :)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

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hmm, hello again :]
nothing really happen today besides the fact i nearly STARVE TO DEATH! Dad and Francis lazy to cook. Mum went to Labuan also with my nephews and uncles and aunties and cousin and more aunties and uncles. But i manage to play futsal today with my neighbour's friends. Played like a umm sloth. not the usual way i play cause' i was super hungraayyy~ But i sms a lot today and msn too. In the end we went to eat Bak Kut Teh la. I merajuk punch the wall (trip trip la minta kesian and attention. HEY im the youngest son its a ability). Ate 4 bowls of rice. Yum yum. I sms with Jane,Aleyh,Austin,Lil' Dino, and msn with My lilsister Nadira :]

NADIRA

Spent a lot of time talking to her. I appreciate everytime talking to you cause we're really like bro and sis. I let everything out. Hope you understand la. And i hope you did too. Take care lil sis :]

_________________________________________________________

i think Nad, your the only one would understand the following POEM. hahaha !

everytime i sleep i see your smile,
akward as it may seem,
your long gone fashion and style,
your in my every dream.

tomorrow is another day,
when the night we spend,
i'll wait and pray,
as our forever meets no end :]
_________________________________________________________

Hahaha :]
and and Nadira, a lil flash back la kan.
who spit on the glass ?! with water ?!


okay respect la to kris allen fans :]
his KINDA okay i like " No Bounderies " :p

aight cheerios :]]



Friday, June 12, 2009

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i went to cut my hair today. Super bida berabis. Haha. I woke up in despair this. Like kena force like that. But it was around 9 ? I straight away sms PEOPLE. Haha. Then around 4 my tua nephews came. They going Labuan so stay one night here. My eye feel pain. Like kena bee sting. Ow.. I felt so weak today. Haiz. Need to play some sports oh. I feel so dead like that. Shit. Hmm.

IUDAY

Hmm. Whose going ?! Haha. Im going there to friend my neighbour Cheryl. Cause she one person. Sorry if tia layan. Join me at the SPCA booth. Haha. What's that you say ? GO CHECK ><

Okay la. Who yang go tell me. Together-gether la.
aights cheerios :))

Thursday, June 11, 2009

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hello world :)
Practically did nothing the whole morning to evening. All i did was online. Chat sama Aleyh,Abraham,Aaron Lanai and Jane. Then sms with Jane,Aleyh and Lil Dino. Haha. At night took a lot lot lot of picture with neighbours. I love them. We're family ! Haha. The pictures will be in my FB. go check check check ! I looovee the Everywhere song, Heear it ! hahaha. Nothing bares compare for me to let you know that i actually cared. Gottta start a new life !
Nothing really to talk about so CRAPPY. oh well cheerios :))

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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today is so awesome !
everything went swell like hell. Daday manage to get money and all. House is okay. Everything is cept mum and 31th of the 11th. Haiz. Went to play futsal today tiring la but all ends well la. Hehe. I guess i have move on :) Yeah i did. No more thoughts of her. Just gotta be strong.

LIL DINO.
haha i seriously don't know what to write la. Haha. Thank you for being there for me. I've put a lot of faith in God. In prayer especially. Thanks la :)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

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hey hey :)
many many many things happen already. from LT camp till today.

5th June 09

i saw the girl i love la. Cecilia Cletus, yeah. But oh well. Pat and Cor were the only friends i knew there. Got also la yang i know but not close. They did something so disgusting. Not gonna tell. Arrive in Pace Bane,Papar bout 1 like that cant really remember. I hug her and said i loved and missed her. Dont really think she heard me la cause' she didn't reply me. I went " okay ? ". Then got session session like the usual. Check into our rooms. my roommates were totally unknown. I don't know them at all, till we became friends. Bradley memang friend but not close. Austen Bagiu ! My main man. I make friends with him we became great friends. His awesome. And oh yeah there's Arthur something i don't know. His weird,nevermind that. HAHA. Didn't really spent time with Cecilia cause' she was with her friend only. Dudes and Dudettes that knows me yeah. you guys know i don't like that right ? So yeah. SLEEP.

6th June 09

Woke up. Found Cecilia. Said good morning. Yeah the normal greetings to everyone. Still half dead that. So tired. Session session again. Got warm up. Dance dance ! Praise and woship so totally awesome ! Hell yeah. Here's the bad part la. At exactly 5.33pm evening. I went to counseling downstairs (act as if you know), then i went up to go Confession. After Confession, as i was walking to the door, Noel (awesome dude) and Priste (uhh,funny la) walk in. Noel gave me a letter and said

Noel : Bernard,letter from Cecilia.
Priste : *hug* Got a really sad news for you man. Sorry.

Bernard : *thinks* *sigh*
from then on i knew she wanna break up la.
Bernard : * in my heart i said * *fuck* (sighs more)

she wrote .

Bernard, blah blah blah something about chemistry blah blah blah bullcrap bullcrap
it's not you, your nice blah blah blah romantic blah blah blah... I'M SORRY!

At first i went like " can't you say in person ? like a normal human being ? Cause' like dude, i ask to be with you in person. " But sometimes we just have to let somethings. I was DEVASTATED. Really no idea what to do. Lost at a moment. But in the end i went like. " Oh fuck it " She breaks with me, she has her life now. Became emo a bit la. sing so crazy emo shit songs. Ask Austen my man! Haha. Since then,i cant stop thinking of her. Not a single second. Nothing can compare to this. Nothing. But I'll be okay :) Gotta stay positive. it's not like i'm staying any longer at least not till 11. Yeah umm. didn't sleep at all. Slept at 5am. Haiz. But i dont really care anymore.

7th June 09

Woke up at 6am (one hour of sleep only) brush teeth. Still emo-ing. Then i kept talking to Austin. Counselor that ! Haha. Pat help me out a lot too. And Cornelius wap! Got again la another story to that. I sat with Austen the whole day. Cause he no friend. He had to sit in front cause he kena caught sleeping in another room TER la TER. Praise and Worship was AWESOME in the last day. Cant really imagine or think that time. My mind was soooo disturb and sad. Things at home arent well, Mum is arent well, then kena break again and all la. I let it all out! Shouted sing praises to God. Hmm :) i miss that warm feeling. i gave back Cecilia all her stuff. Necklace and letters. I went to camp to meet her. But she cant even spent time with me. I even wanted to kiss but instead i got broken. Ah fuck it. Her type yeah couldn't hold onto guys more than a minute. I'm gonna punch the Puncher so hard ! Haiz. Start singing Remembering sunday all the way back home to KK. Got off and to the place i call home. RELIEVE !

8th June 09

Ahh. That scent in the morning never felt better. I love being with my family again. But,it got ruined again by the thoughts of her. Haiz. Can't really stop yet. Visions of me being with her still is in my mind. Just by reading all this posts i have written right ? hahaha. I've been fooled again.Then at night my paip in my toilet broke ! HAHA. So funny this. My dad and francis did the hard part i just did the screwing thats all. Cause my hand and fingers small ! Sial ! If only got pictures this ! Haha. Cant wait for IUday.

Well,thats all what happen to me these few days. Those to have help me like Jae, lil dino , Austen , Pat , Josh , Kim and all. Thank you for being there for me. Love you guys.
AIGHTS! Cheerios !

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

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hmm. nothing really much to say. all i know is. i really cant wait to meet her. i miss her seriusly much. i love you CC